Nemesis
Sick of normies, norwood cell
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- Aug 7, 2021
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I start to feel more and more that the whole point of my pornography addiction is an autistic fixation. Ilook at movies and pictures of acts and persons that don't exist. It feels like fabrication, theese things don't exist acording to my experience. But I still look at them and fap. I can't get this out my head. It's like allegory of the cave: I sit chained looking at some shadows of things that I never experienced. And behind me is a wall. Chains are my genes, and wall is a lack of social contacts that prevents me from escaping the cave . Or mabey, I just need to have a gf and everything will go away? I hope then I will be able to see the sun and it's light and warm, soo needed to grow