I did give insight, but I removed the post (which was very long), after considering that I might indeed be a fakecel, which was pointed out to me by the community; basically, I attend high school and would be a normie, but for one of my upper limbs having severe hypoplasia. At some point, a new girl sat with me in class; she and her BFF apparently want to be friends with me, but I'd honestly rather they didn't, because it feels really terrible to be in the friend zone, especially that they are really kind and stuff, but it would be somewhat difficult for me to confront them or to let them down when they ask me to hang out. Since the first of them on occasion has given me a compliment or two and perhaps perhaps evinced what could be subsumed under potential IOI's, one of the incels here advised me to make a move on her, which I have, and unfortunately had to conclude that she is 99% just being nice. What bugs me the most, is that I can't stop thinking about her, I've probably wasted about a 100 hours of my life on that, but she won't of herself leave me alone, even though it is now quite clear that she does not want me to be more than a friend. I do not really have a bad opinion of her, I just think she doesn't quite understand what it feels like on the other side (which would be confirmed by a study that concluded that women do not generally have difficulty being 'just friends' with men, and that it's not so vice versa).
P.S. I do feel like getting rid of them and trying to improve my relations with some fellow lads instead, since I haven't got all that many friends, but I still have that shadow of hope I don't want to give up on. Oh, and another thing I remember mentioning is that the physical aspect of intimacy is totally unimportant to me, I just long to have a person closer than a friend.