SuicideFuel I keep purposefully torturing myself...

[BlackCel_from_ZA]

I haven't posted on .is for a while now and I'm just here to give an update to my brocels.
For the past 2-3 months I've been listening to love songs jfl. The experiences these songs portray is really wonderful, full of every single positive emotion. Unfortunately I can't experience solely due to the fact that I'm 5`3 black and ugly. Why must God do this to me. Why was a born inferior in every single aspect, why must I have zero redeemable qualities. Why couldn't I have a single good quality that I could be proud of. I will never ever experience love because of my inferior genetics.

I know I constantly shit on my fellow blackpill brethen and make a lot of jokes regarding how over it is but as soon as you lay your head on that pillow, you start to realize that in geniunely is over and there is nothing you can do about it.

God could've made me tall, he could've made me handsome, heck he could've at least made me less socially inept but no it's like he carefully curated me to become some subhuman beast, God could've given me a chance in this life. At least I still have both my parents so that is a win.

I'm going to be 22 never had a girlfriend, the only time I've been intimate is with escorts jfl. Imagine escortmaxxing at 21 years old and the worst part I'm still in uni. How the fuck can you cope mang. Just needed to vent brocels. It's really over, this is my last year of uni then I'll be wage cucking for minimum wage until I die. Ohh Lord what a life I have lived

 

[Friday I'm In Love]

dnr

 

[copemaxx9002]

I haven't posted on .is for a while now and I'm just here to give an update to my brocels.
For the past 2-3 months I've been listening to love songs jfl. The experiences these songs portray is really wonderful, full of every single positive emotion. Unfortunately I can't experience solely due to the fact that I'm 5`3 black and ugly. Why must God do this to me. Why was a born inferior in every single aspect, why must I have zero redeemable qualities. Why couldn't I have a single good quality that I could be proud of. I will never ever experience love because of my inferior genetics.

I know I constantly shit on my fellow blackpill brethen and make a lot of jokes regarding how over it is but as soon as you lay your head on that pillow, you start to realize that in geniunely is over and there is nothing you can do about it.

God could've made me tall, he could've made me handsome, heck he could've at least made me less socially inept but no it's like he carefully curated me to become some subhuman beast, God could've given me a chance in this life. At least I still have both my parents so that is a win.

I'm going to be 22 never had a girlfriend, the only time I've been intimate is with escorts jfl. Imagine escortmaxxing at 21 years old and the worst part I'm still in uni. How the fuck can you cope mang. Just needed to vent brocels. It's really over, this is my last year of uni then I'll be wage cucking for minimum wage until I die. Ohh Lord what a life I have lived

minimum wage after going to uni. why bro?

 

[RealSchizo]

mogs me for being low-inhib enough to have sex with escorts.

 

[⭑papers]

mogs me for being low-inhib enough to have sex with escorts.

don't beat yourself up for not being a MEGACUCK

 

[BlackCel_from_ZA]

minimum wage after going to uni. why bro?

It's seems like my life may be a series of bad events kek. It's a really long story brocel. it's over

 

[Pancakecel]

dnr

 

[rope infinity ♾️]

My condolences bro, we were fucked the day we were born.

 

[BlackCel_from_ZA]

My condolences bro, we were fucked the day we were born.

genetic determinism is a bitch lol

 

[BlackCel_from_ZA]

you are in uni and escortmaxxing? you are in the upper caste?

I somewhat moneymaxx but I'm a poorcel nonetheless.

 

[GodspeedPeasant]

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lol do you just casually watch this,? those women are extremely materialistic , low iq snakes

 

[Max Doltman]

I've been intimate is with escorts jfl. Imagine escortmaxxing at 21 years old

mogsme. 40yo here. dry dick.

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

dnr

ADHD brain.

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

I haven't posted on .is for a while now and I'm just here to give an update to my brocels.
For the past 2-3 months I've been listening to love songs jfl. The experiences these songs portray is really wonderful, full of every single positive emotion. Unfortunately I can't experience solely due to the fact that I'm 5`3 black and ugly. Why must God do this to me. Why was a born inferior in every single aspect, why must I have zero redeemable qualities. Why couldn't I have a single good quality that I could be proud of. I will never ever experience love because of my inferior genetics.

I know I constantly shit on my fellow blackpill brethen and make a lot of jokes regarding how over it is but as soon as you lay your head on that pillow, you start to realize that in geniunely is over and there is nothing you can do about it.

God could've made me tall, he could've made me handsome, heck he could've at least made me less socially inept but no it's like he carefully curated me to become some subhuman beast, God could've given me a chance in this life. At least I still have both my parents so that is a win.

I'm going to be 22 never had a girlfriend, the only time I've been intimate is with escorts jfl. Imagine escortmaxxing at 21 years old and the worst part I'm still in uni. How the fuck can you cope mang. Just needed to vent brocels. It's really over, this is my last year of uni then I'll be wage cucking for minimum wage until I die. Ohh Lord what a life I have lived

Do you like being with escorts? How often do you do it?

 

[SnakeCel]

I haven't posted on .is for a while now and I'm just here to give an update to my brocels.
For the past 2-3 months I've been listening to love songs jfl. The experiences these songs portray is really wonderful, full of every single positive emotion. Unfortunately I can't experience solely due to the fact that I'm 5`3 black and ugly. Why must God do this to me. Why was a born inferior in every single aspect, why must I have zero redeemable qualities. Why couldn't I have a single good quality that I could be proud of. I will never ever experience love because of my inferior genetics.

I know I constantly shit on my fellow blackpill brethen and make a lot of jokes regarding how over it is but as soon as you lay your head on that pillow, you start to realize that in geniunely is over and there is nothing you can do about it.

God could've made me tall, he could've made me handsome, heck he could've at least made me less socially inept but no it's like he carefully curated me to become some subhuman beast, God could've given me a chance in this life. At least I still have both my parents so that is a win.

I'm going to be 22 never had a girlfriend, the only time I've been intimate is with escorts jfl. Imagine escortmaxxing at 21 years old and the worst part I'm still in uni. How the fuck can you cope mang. Just needed to vent brocels. It's really over, this is my last year of uni then I'll be wage cucking for minimum wage until I die. Ohh Lord what a life I have lived

I torture myself too in some ways. However, instead of listening to love songs, sometimes I will watch couple-related YouTube Shorts or TikToks. It is a cope for me because at least I get to SEE and imagine what I don't have, even if I will never have it in reality. I also watch a lot of women do ASMR and most of the porn I watch is JOI so I can try simulating having a gf.

 

[Friday I'm In Love]

ADHD brain.

no
i just don't care about escortmaxxers a.k.a bluepill simps

 

[ItsovERfucks]

no
i just don't care about escortmaxxers a.k.a bluepill simps

Fair enough

 

[oofy]

Its over

 

[BlackCel_from_ZA]

I torture myself too in some ways. However, instead of listening to love songs, sometimes I will watch couple-related YouTube Shorts or TikToks. It is a cope for me because at least I get to SEE and imagine what I don't have, even if I will never have it in reality. I also watch a lot of women do ASMR and most of the porn I watch is JOI so I can try simulating having a gf.

Absolutely brootal, I also used to religiously watch JOI porn, I had to stop though, it was cucked beyond belief lol. I haven't try ASMR though, do you cope with it?

 

[BELOW_Average_Joe]

I'm so sorry bro. I haven't cried in a while, ig it's bc I've gotten too numb as of lately. Its such a brutal thing to accept, knowing I'm never going to be a father and will never have a loving loyal wife

 

[BELOW_Average_Joe]

lol do you just casually watch this,? those women are extremely materialistic , low iq snakes

AWALT

 

[BlackCel_from_ZA]

I'm so sorry bro. I haven't cried in a while, ig it's bc I've gotten too numb as of lately. Its such a brutal thing to accept, knowing I'm never going to be a father and will never have a loving loyal wife

It's a really hard pill to swallow but there is absolutely nothing we can do about it

 

[BELOW_Average_Joe]

It's a really hard pill to swallow but there is absolutely nothing we can do about it

I just wish for a reality where gene editing becomes accepted and inceldom is no longer a reality for men.

 

[Friezacel]

Sorry bro but there is no god, at least not a loving one. But i'm not atheist either

 

[Friezacel]

I always cringed at love songs. I prefer to listen to deep hip hop songs when i'm feeling down

 

[Mortis]

I missed you brocel. Bad to see you aren't doing too well.

I hope things turn around for you.

 

[SnakeCel]

Absolutely brootal, I also used to religiously watch JOI porn, I had to stop though, it was cucked beyond belief lol. I haven't try ASMR though, do you cope with it?

In fairness I actually like JOI because I think it is at least a bit less cucked than other porn. It is similar to watching porn of a woman masturbate (which I also watch). In my mind I like it because there is no man in the video, so it's not like I am watching a woman getting fucked by another man.

ASMR is nice as a cope too, because I can pretend a tiny bit that I have a gf. I love to watch the ASMR channels that are new and make lower quality videos without a lot of equipment or editing because it feels more "real". Almost as if I am facetiming or videocalling a girl.

 

[im done]

dnr

 

[TheBrownOne]

Ive never even seen an escort and ive lived in cali and stayed in new york for a couple months
Where u niggas findin em

 

[I want virgin girl]

Unfortunately I can't experience solely due to the fact that I'm 5`3 black and ugly.

 

[BlackCel_from_ZA]

Ive never even seen an escort and ive lived in cali and stayed in new york for a couple months
Where u niggas findin em

I live in South Africa, prostitution is illegal. You just needa know the sites my nigga

 

[Tacomonkey]

dnr

I read it

 

[erenswaifu]

I'm 5`3 black and ugly. Why must God do this to me. Why was a born inferior in every single aspect, why must I have zero redeemable qualities

My brother in christ you're south african. Thats like close to the average height here. Unless you're like really ugly you can ascend with a random poor sheboon. Moneymaxxx, go for 4's.

 

[BlackCel_from_ZA]

My brother in christ you're south african. Thats like close to the average height here. Unless you're like really ugly you can ascend with a random poor sheboon. Moneymaxxx, go for 4's.

I've approached objective 1/10 sheboons and stlil have got rejected. I even approached this 100+kg hambeast and she still rejected me. These women have options. It's chaai

 

[Puppeter]

All my tears bring you storm....

 

[NorthernWind]

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[Namtriz912]

Love songs are 1 thing I avoid seeing as it is as alien to me as having sex.

 

[Logic55]

I haven't posted on .is for a while now and I'm just here to give an update to my brocels.
For the past 2-3 months I've been listening to love songs jfl. The experiences these songs portray is really wonderful, full of every single positive emotion. Unfortunately I can't experience solely due to the fact that I'm 5`3 black and ugly. Why must God do this to me. Why was a born inferior in every single aspect, why must I have zero redeemable qualities. Why couldn't I have a single good quality that I could be proud of. I will never ever experience love because of my inferior genetics.

I know I constantly shit on my fellow blackpill brethen and make a lot of jokes regarding how over it is but as soon as you lay your head on that pillow, you start to realize that in geniunely is over and there is nothing you can do about it.

God could've made me tall, he could've made me handsome, heck he could've at least made me less socially inept but no it's like he carefully curated me to become some subhuman beast, God could've given me a chance in this life. At least I still have both my parents so that is a win.

I'm going to be 22 never had a girlfriend, the only time I've been intimate is with escorts jfl. Imagine escortmaxxing at 21 years old and the worst part I'm still in uni. How the fuck can you cope mang. Just needed to vent brocels. It's really over, this is my last year of uni then I'll be wage cucking for minimum wage until I die. Ohh Lord what a life I have lived

Damn brocel, that sounds like hell

 

[erenswaifu]

I've approached objective 1/10 sheboons and stlil have got rejected. I even approached this 100+kg hambeast and she still rejected me. These women have options. It's chaai

Brutal. I've been watching some dude on tt that makes 'rizz' content. He approaches women and tries to hit on them and he always gets rejected. I dread even the thought of approaching a single random woman in public because i'm afraid i might get rejected. Can't imagine doing that multiple times, I'd probably rope after 5 tries.