why do u hate me for being an autist
is it cause i smile more than you?
or cause my smiles overdue?
seems nothing i do is quite right
under the pillows a friday night
i got no one to hold
it feels as im growing old
in the cold november rain
feels my hearts bleeding just the same
but i have nowhere to go
even my parents told me so
honey youre better off alone
than picking up that phone
cause theyll only tear you down
mistake your smile as a frown
read u up and down the aisle
the forecast is dark for a while
cause your mind just aint right
cant sleep through the night
without some liquor and some weed
is that all u really need?
or do u need a hand to hold
feel the winters getting cold
as the futures closing in
how can we just pretend?