Caesercel
Take a look to the sky just before you die.
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I just need to vent this. Its not like my father does anything bad or anything. He just....
PLAYS MUSIC ON LOUDSPEAKERS AT 4 IN THE FUCKING MORNING
The thing is it shouldn't bother me this much since I don't sleep at night anyway and I will leave here soon enough. But this and other bullshit he pulls out still gives me a lot of stress.
I reckon its trauma resulting from the years I spend wishing for his bullshit to end every fucking day, when it did affect me. Or the years I spent later trying to fight him, sometimes in angry frenzies, to get him to stop. If I went to a therapist they would certainly diagnose me with some trauma induced disorder.
PLAYS MUSIC ON LOUDSPEAKERS AT 4 IN THE FUCKING MORNING
The thing is it shouldn't bother me this much since I don't sleep at night anyway and I will leave here soon enough. But this and other bullshit he pulls out still gives me a lot of stress.
I reckon its trauma resulting from the years I spend wishing for his bullshit to end every fucking day, when it did affect me. Or the years I spent later trying to fight him, sometimes in angry frenzies, to get him to stop. If I went to a therapist they would certainly diagnose me with some trauma induced disorder.