I think my time has finally come, I can’t do it anymore

[Deleted member 2119]

I agree. I'm just pissed off at the people saying his struggles are nothing simply because of his age.

He is only 3 years younger than me and even I get the "shut up kid" treatment here. Most people don't acknowledge mental illnesses because it's something that can be perceived that easily.But it's happening right now in his brain.My desire to help him is probably projection because I can't help myself. OP should do basic things (Good sleep,Exercise,Eating right,Going in the woods,Talking to his mother  not even about negative things and he should definitely minimize his time on the internet)

 

[nosiB]

I’ve never considered killing anyone, I’ve simply thought over the possibilities, every single one of them, over a very long period of time, it’s  not one single factor that has led to this, it’s an a giant mix, well, I guess what you say doesn’t really matter, I’ve made my choice, if you want to give me sympathy then that’s your choice, you think I haven’t tried to Be strong?

Even if you've only entertained the idea in fantasy, or out of pure curiosity. It's still evident of your absolute degradation. Also, you say this, "it’s not one single factor that has led to this, it’s a giant mix." Why do you state this? Every single person who is/was depressed or  suicidal did not become as such from one single reason.
Let me ask you. Do you believe that you are special? That your circumstances are special?
I'll try to dissolve such a disgusting thought right now, because no one is special. Not from who they are, or what they've done, or what has happened to them.
You are depressed and lonely, others have been as well
Your father died when you were still young, the same has happened to many others
You've left school and you feel your dreams are now out of reach, again, others have gone through this.
I'm not trying to belittle what has happened to you, but to put it into perspective. You think you are helpless, but such a thing is never true, but it's not my duty to tell you how you may solve your problems, I only want you to recognize them. The problem being that you are deluded, and that it is your delusion which has brought you to your decision, not reality.

 

[DeadInside]

I’ve never considered killing anyone, I’ve simply thought over the possibilities, every single one of them, over a very long period of time, it’s not one single factor that has led to this, it’s an a giant mix, well, I guess what you say doesn’t really matter, I’ve made my choice, if you want to give me sympathy then that’s your choice, you think I haven’t tried to Be strong?

Even if you've only entertained the idea in fantasy, or out of pure curiosity. It's still evident of your absolute degradation. Also, you say this, "it’s not one single factor that has led to this, it’s a giant mix." Why do you state this? Every single person who is/was depressed or suicidal did not become as such from one single reason.
Let me ask you. Do you believe that you are special? That your circumstances are special?
I'll try to dissolve such a disgusting thought right now, because no one is special. Not from who they are, or what they've done, or what has happened to them.
You are depressed and lonely, others have been as well
Your father died when you were still young, the same has happened to many others
You've left school and you feel your dreams are now out of reach, again, others have gone through this.
I'm not trying to belittle what has happened to you, but to put it into perspective. You think you are helpless, but such a thing is never true, but it's not my duty to tell you how you may solve your problems, I only want you to recognize them. The problem being that you are deluded, and that it is your delusion which has brought you to your decision, not reality.

Your lack of basic empathy makes me think you might be a cucktears user.

 

[nosiB]

Nah I’ll dedicate a paragraph just for her in my note so she know she she’s been nothing but a positive thing in my life, I’ll try my best to Ease it for her, it’s hard, but I can’t help it, I need to die.

You are amazingly naive if you think that will absolve her of any guilt. If you want to kill yourself without putting so much stress on your mother, then try to make it seem as if you've disappeared rather than outright killing yourself in her home. Go somewhere you likely won't be found, and don't leave any possible means of identification on you in case you are found.
Belay any desire to leave a note after your death, that is just a sign that you're still fixated on this world which you plan to leave.

 

[Deleted member 2119]

Nah I’ll dedicate a paragraph just for her in my note so she know she she’s been nothing but a positive thing in my life, I’ll try my best to Ease it for her, it’s hard, but I can’t help it, I need to die.

A part of her will die on that day. Completely emotionally scarred without any fix.She will constantly wonder what she could have done. It's also really likely that she'll get a severe case of depression if she truly loved you.


You can never minimize pain & suffering in that situation (Keep that in mind)

 

[Fuckmyexistence]

Even if you've only entertained the idea in fantasy, or out of pure curiosity. It's still evident of your absolute degradation. Also, you say this, "it’s not one single factor that has led to this, it’s a giant mix." Why do you state this? Every single person who is/was depressed or  suicidal did not become as such from one single reason.
Let me ask you. Do you believe that you are special? That your circumstances are special?
I'll try to dissolve such a disgusting thought right now, because no one is special. Not from who they are, or what they've done, or what has happened to them.
You are depressed and lonely, others have been as well
Your father died when you were still young, the same has happened to many others
You've left school and you feel your dreams are now out of reach, again, others have gone through this.
I'm not trying to belittle what has happened to you, but to put it into perspective. You think you are helpless, but such a thing is never true, but it's not my duty to tell you how you may solve your problems, I only want you to recognize them. The problem being that you are deluded, and that it is your delusion which has brought you to your decision, not reality.

The whole “ooh but the same shit has happened to others” fallacy doesn’t help for shit, you think I can’t be sad or even depressed about my dads death because it’s happened to others? So? Is what happened to others relevant to me? Everyone’s circumstances are very unique, I just happened to lose my dad at the worst possible time, a time where I needed him most, at the middle of growing up, he was my breadwinner, he brought home money, I was extremely close with him as well, we’d do so much shit together, I’ve been living near the fucking poverty line ever since he was gone and it makes his death all the more depressing knowing how well I had it before, and how I’d give anything to relive those years. What I’m saying is every situation, although experienced by others, is unique to me. My social isolation makes things infinitely worse, like I said before you’re not changing anything, I’m going to end it all, it’s over.

 

[nosiB]

The whole “ooh but the same shit has happened to others” fallacy doesn’t help for shit, you think I can’t be sad or even depressed about my dads death because it’s happened to others? So? Is what happened to others relevant to me? Everyone’s circumstances are very unique, I just happened to lose my dad at the worst possible time, a time where I needed him most, at the middle of growing up, he was my breadwinner, he brought home money, I was extremely close with him as well, we’d do so much shit together, I’ve been living near the fucking poverty line ever since he was gone and it makes his death all the more depressing knowing how well I had it before, and how I’d give anything to relive those years. What I’m saying is every situation, although experienced by others, is unique to me. My social isolation makes things infinitely worse, like I said before you’re not changing anything, I’m going to end it all, it’s over.

Haha, I think I struck a nerve with the comment about your father's death. It is really too bad, but I never said you couldn't feel sad or depressed about it. He died in the midst of your formative years, and that pain and his absence has since forth carried on for three years since, tinting all your sorrows in a deeper shade. You wanting to relive those years, you're hanging on to the past because of everything that has happened to you, so you've given up on the future, because you think only further pain awaits you.
But in the end it doesn't matter, if you were walking amongst a crowd or on the street, everyone would only see you as just some random guy. You're not special, you don't deserve special treatment. You don't deserve a happy life just as much as you don't a deserve a sad one. If what I say has no impact, or if it pushed you further to suicide or away, it doesn't matter to me. After all, I'm only posting for my own self-satisfaction.

 

[ItheIthe]

So it's the loss of your dad that causes these feelings?

The strongest men come when they have to grow on their own. My dad was borderline abusive, so I didn't have support either. Indeed, sadness is not bad. But realize, too, that this will mold you into a stronger man. You will gain wisdom and see things in a different lens than others. They will be dependent while you unlock wisdom through your own, independent circumstances. The fire of your sufferings will mold you into a strong man.

 

[Tuttle]

The sting of social isolation only lasts 2 to 3 years. I'm hikikomori, and by now, I'm used to it. Even when I went to college briefly, I didn't mind being a loner, but in high school, it used to kill me that I only had two friends. My point is that you get over this shit after a few years.

Agree

But if you're 100% decided, I recommend jumping off of a tall building. Little chance for survival, and if it's tall enough that  you'll be knocked out, so little to no pain.

Disagree since chance of hitting someone innocent.

 

[Deleted member 1060]

no I’m not gonna go ER

 

[Deleted member 1627]

I’ve never considered killing anyone, I’ve simply thought over the possibilities, every single one of them, over a very long period of time, it’s  not one single factor that has led to this, it’s an a giant mix, well, I guess what you say doesn’t really matter, I’ve made my choice, if you want to give me sympathy then that’s your choice, you think I haven’t tried to Be strong?

Same im 17 and I already want out. I failed my permit test 7 times becuase I'm so fucking stupid. Also I will probably fail highschool so I'm fucked. Oh also im ugly so im destined to be alone. But I can't kill myself becuase it would destroy my parents so I'm trapped

 

[Total Imbecile]

So many fucking bluepilled dicks in this thread treating this kid like shit because he wants out.

I am honestly jealous that hes younger than me, I wish I could be 16 again

 

[KV3]

Youre 16 your face can literally become less ugly over the next 2 years

Like imagine if the last 2 years of puberty make you into chad and you slay.

Please delay sui until you are 18 at the very least

 

[DeadInside]

So many fucking bluepilled dicks in this thread treating this kid like shit because he wants out.

I am honestly jealous that hes younger than me, I wish I could be 16 again

Why? So you could live out highschool again? That place was barbaric.

 

[Total Imbecile]

Why? So you could live out highschool again? That place was barbaric.

In what sense? I dont know about you but literally everyone ignored me in HS, I was a ghost, I would just go to class and come back home without uttering a word to anyone most of the time. I actually kinda enjoyed that period of my life, ignoring the fact that I had no friends I had so much free time to do whatever I wanted and could always cope that my best years are ahead of me.


Essentially,
being a friendless poor ugly virgin at 16 > being a friendless poor ugly virgin at 21

 

[Melinda]

Lol you won't sui.

 

[DeadInside]

Why? So you could live out highschool again? That place was barbaric.

In what sense? I dont know about you but literally everyone ignored me in HS, I was a ghost, I would just go to class and come back home without uttering a word to anyone most of the time. I actually kinda enjoyed that period of my life, ignoring the fact that I had no friends I had so much free time to do whatever I wanted and could always cope that my best years are ahead of me.
Essentially,
being a friendless poor ugly virgin at 16 > being a friendless poor ugly virgin at 21

In the sense that everywhere you go there's a chad and a stacy practically fucking in the hallway and if you're truly ugly people give you disgusted looks, openly mock you to make their friends laugh and even physically attack you at times.

 

[theunusedpencil]

I’m 16, but it doesn’t matter since my grades have plummeted severely, I won’t Be able to do what I wanted to do in life, so I dont even have the opportunity to experience at least some level of fulfilment

You will have a million opportunities to make up for bad grades. You can still go to college, and once you're out, no one will ask about them ever again.

 

[Fuckmyexistence]

Lol you won't sui.

im going to make a post on the day where ill provide my info so you could look it up yourself

 

[Melinda]

im going to make a post on the day where ill provide my info so you could look it up yourself

Make sure to give us your full name so we can find the obituary.

 

[Deleted member 236]

Find friends online brah.

 

[ArtoriasWolf]

I can't take these seriously anymore because of the previous two trolls.

 

[Chadwitha5head]

Listen Man, I made an account just to say this. ITS NOT WORTH IT. I know you are depressed, I was and am for many years. But it will get better. Neither of us will ever be chad, and that sucks to high hell. But as time goes on life will get easier. You still have a life ahead of you and as long as you have that there is hope. this will be the one mistake you can never fix. Do anything but this man. Death is not the answer.

 

[mylifeistrash]

Listen Man, I made an account just to say this. ITS NOT WORTH IT. I know you are depressed, I was and am for many years. But it will get better. Neither of us will ever be chad, and that sucks to high hell. But as time goes on life will get easier. You still have a life ahead of you and as long as you have that there is hope. this will be the one mistake you can never fix. Do anything but this man. Death is not the answer.

you're gonna be making a lot of accounts

 

[Fuckmyexistence]

I can't take these seriously anymore because of the previous two trolls.

dont take it seriously then, you will though come march

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Listen Man, I made an account just to say this.  ITS NOT WORTH IT.  I know you are depressed, I was and am for many years.  But it will get better.  Neither of us will ever be chad, and that sucks to high hell.  But as time goes on life will get easier.  You still have a life ahead of you and as long as you have that there is hope. this will be the one mistake you can never fix.  Do anything but this man.  Death is not the answer.

nah man its too late, ive made my choice and im sticking with it, im happy to die.

 

[QuantumDummy]

I’ve never felt this low in my life, there’s only so much weed and video games can do at this point, I realised that friendship is impossible to maintain anymore, I only had one good friend, ive stopped talking to him, since hanging out with him exposes me to a level of suifuel that even you Guys couldn’t handle, well, turns out complete and total isolation can do fucked up shit to a man, that constant need to socialise just not being met is fuckig with me, this is what is 100x worse than being a virgin. I’ve decided to go ahead with it, idk how, or when, but it’ll be soon. I don’t want to seek therapy, I really don’t want the attention.

This is basically me.

 

[Chadwitha5head]

I’m 16, but it doesn’t matter since my grades have plummeted severely, I won’t Be able to do what I wanted to do in life, so I dont even have the opportunity to experience at least some level of fulfilment, don’t look at my age and just scoff, if you spent a day in my shoes by you doing see how i know it’s over

If you are 16 there is defintly still hope.  First of all your face will keep changing until you are around 22, thats why so many teens leave this place.  Second of all, at you age you could take 2 years of school, and still come back and make something of your life.  I know it seems like forever now, but it is not.

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nah man its too late, ive made my choice and im sticking with it, im happy to die.
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I am telling you man, its the deppression talking.  I went through the same shit at your age.  You need to tell your parents what is going on, and if they dont listen tell your grandparents or something.

 

[Foxman8472]

You know what's the difference between ER and some other incels who just offed themselves without doing some collateral?

ER actually did some good in the world. So did the Columbine killers, so did all the other mass shooters, they shocked the world, and made it think, made it ACKNOWLEDGE that we exist, at the very least. If your life has been a waste, at least don't let your death be as well, remember the mantra:

Before brains you blow
ER you must go

 

[Sub8Hate]

After the Harvey debacle I won't read threads like this. Either livestream it to verify or stop wasting people's time.

 

[Chadwitha5head]

you're gonna be making a lot of accounts

Telling someone not to sui is not against the rules,  also I have been a semi-blackpilled lurker here for like a month, if there is ever a time to make an account its now.

 

[ArtoriasWolf]

dont take it seriously then, you will though come march

Not being hateful, it's just that the last two people that posted suicide threads were trolling.