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Serious I try so hard to be a Christian but I’m losing hope

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Y’all can call me a cuck idc I’ve been Christian since day 1 but as time goes by I ask myself is it even worth it. As a Christian we know to believe in God and I try so hard to be a Christian pray everyday Tyr to read the Bible but nothing ever goes right for me. Not even once. So does God hate me? I’m just tired
 
Y’all can call me a cuck idc I’ve been Christian since day 1 but as time goes by I ask myself is it even worth it. As a Christian we know to believe in God and I try so hard to be a Christian pray everyday Tyr to read the Bible but nothing ever goes right for me. Not even once. So does God hate me? I’m just tired
Do you regularly visit the Church? :whitepill:
 
Do you regularly visit the Church? :whitepill:
Yes. But what is the point if nothing ever changes. I want to be Christian so bad but everything literally prevents me
 
Y’all can call me a cuck idc I’ve been Christian since day 1 but as time goes by I ask myself is it even worth it. As a Christian we know to believe in God and I try so hard to be a Christian pray everyday Tyr to read the Bible but nothing ever goes right for me. Not even once. So does God hate me? I’m just tired
I am not gonna call you cuck. Maybe just a bit irrational. I never pray and last time when I went to church was in 2015 (eastern christian-orthodox), and I am still incel just like you. It is really silly to believe that God cares about us and helps us. God doesn't influence anything.
 
Y’all can call me a cuck idc I’ve been Christian since day 1 but as time goes by I ask myself is it even worth it. As a Christian we know to believe in God and I try so hard to be a Christian pray everyday Tyr to read the Bible but nothing ever goes right for me. Not even once. So does God hate me? I’m just tired
Just trus in jesus and thats it, works for salvation wont save you, hoping praying god will give you a good life is cope max.

This earth is hell, why u think adam and eve were theown in here :feelsdevil:
 
Y’all can call me a cuck idc I’ve been Christian since day 1 but as time goes by I ask myself is it even worth it. As a Christian we know to believe in God and I try so hard to be a Christian pray everyday Tyr to read the Bible but nothing ever goes right for me. Not even once. So does God hate me? I’m just tired
I’ve been through the God cope phase my whole life. Once you fully accept in your heart that no one is listening and you are truly alone, that is when you fully enter the door of the blackpill.
 
I’ve been through the God cope phase my whole life. Once you fully accept in your heart that no one is listening and you are truly alone, that is when you fully enter the door of the blackpill.
It’s the thought of going to hell that gets me. But maybe this earth is hell
 
I suppose so.

While looking through Jalen S's friends list, I discovered something interesting:

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Lyric was a young Mulatta from Milwaukee. She was in the same classes as Aspie John, and the two encountered each-other many times. However, this led to problems...

Aspie John had a bit of a crush on Lyric. When they attended the pumpkin farm field trip, Aspie John approached Lyric's mother about aiding Lyric with gathering a pumpkin. During a class day, Aspie John gave an extra piece of Rollo candy to Lyric as a gift. He introduced himself to her older brother in an attempt to win her friendship. On Valentine's Day, he wrote something for her.

Lyric's best friend was a girl named Gabriella, a pale Castiza. Usually, she would criticize Aspie John with Lyric. Lyric also kicked Aspie John once after he approached her and asked her for friendship.

When Aspie John's teacher pulled him and Lyric outside of the classroom to discuss the bullying briefly, this was Lyric's expression:

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Yes...Lyric N, the person I stumbled upon on Jalen S' friends list.

Now:

 
I was there too. I just go by the book of Revelation for plans to survive this insanity. That is the hope I still hold onto. The hope that all my family and I have to do is survive and not be deceived by the beast, and we shall live like kings in the world to come. The only sin I know I'm doing is masturbating to porn; but I think that would be one of the easiest things to forgive since he likely already knows I am unable to have sex with any wife.
 
It’s the thought of going to hell that gets me. But maybe this earth is hell
There’s no hell in Judaism anyways. It’s just shit added later by pagan influence. Also, it would be brutal if you worshipped the wrong god the whole time and go to hell for it, while the people who wasted 0 time worshipping anything were spared.
 
It’s the thought of going to hell that gets me. But maybe this earth is hell
According to Christian teaching, committing mortal sins leads to spiritual death.
I'm mostly feel death inside.
 
There’s no hell in Judaism anyways. It’s just shit added later by pagan influence. Also, it would be brutal if you worshipped the wrong god the whole time and go to hell for it, while the people who wasted 0 time worshipping anything were spared.
I always wondered if it was somehow more easier to be saved as ordinary pagan who lives full life and does good sometimes, why people needed to accept Abrahamic religions and put more responsibilities on themselves?
Imagine being a monk sacrificing you life, living in sadness and going to hell while some illiterate tribesman who enjoyed live, hunted and fucked his wife for decades goes to heaven because he was more virtuous...
 
I always wondered if it was somehow more easier to be saved as ordinary pagan who lives full life and does good sometimes, why people needed to accept Abrahamic religions and put more responsibilities on themselves?
Imagine being a monk sacrificing you life, living in sadness and going to hell while some illiterate tribesman who enjoyed live, hunted and fucked his wife for decades goes to heaven because he was more virtuous...
Tbf monkhood is completely banned in Judaism and Islam, and it’s only a thing in Christianity (in Abrahamic religions).
 
You're face is a sin
 
Religion is cucked
 
Yea why would this loving god make you ugly or diseases or birth defects
 
Y’all can call me a cuck idc I’ve been Christian since day 1 but as time goes by I ask myself is it even worth it. As a Christian we know to believe in God and I try so hard to be a Christian pray everyday Tyr to read the Bible but nothing ever goes right for me. Not even once. So does God hate me? I’m just tired
Let me Blackpill you, I used to be a ChristCuck just like you, I was told by my Cuck Parents that there will be a "Nice" Christian girl for me when I finish college... Girls are Girls regardless of religion, they will not date Hideous men just because they share the same faith.

Fuck Jesus.
 
The Bible is full of blackpills, it's just that many churches today ignore them and become bluepilled.
 
The biggest whores and thots I knew were the "christian" girls they would even wear a cross necklace too, the religion has really went downhill its almost being used as a joke when ive heard foids say "im saving for marriage" or "im a child of god" i just laugh knowing they fucked some guy last week
 
Is there such a thing as asceticism in Judaism?
The closest things I can think of (at least in mainstream modern Judaism) is fasting on specific days like Yom Kippur and observing the sabbath, where we can’t work or do anything except be with family or do religious stuff. The Torah teaches us that God made this world for humans to live in, so rejecting it is like rejecting God.

I think in some sects there is asceticism, like hasidics or the kabbalah. There is also a famous ancient sect called the essenes that lived away from society and were pretty much the proto-Christians (famous for their dead-sea scroll).
 
The closest things I can think of (at least in mainstream modern Judaism) is fasting on specific days like Yom Kippur and observing the sabbath, where we can’t work or do anything except be with family or do religious stuff. The Torah teaches us that God made this world for humans to live in, so rejecting it is like rejecting God.

I think in some sects there is asceticism, like hasidics or the kabbalah. There is also a famous ancient sect called the essenes that lived away from society and were pretty much the proto-Christians (famous for their dead-sea scroll).
What about Nazirites?
 
Praying isn’t supposed to make this life good and easy, don’t know why you thought that.
 
Salvation is an issue beyond our problems. Try to read the triple angels message from the Bible, i am a Protestant and believe me i have hope through our Lord Christ.
 
Y’all can call me a cuck idc I’ve been Christian since day 1 but as time goes by I ask myself is it even worth it. As a Christian we know to believe in God and I try so hard to be a Christian pray everyday Tyr to read the Bible but nothing ever goes right for me. Not even once. So does God hate me? I’m just tired
@Billowel
 
no amount of praying or belief will do yoy any good bbecause god is an asshole , he says he created us equal but we know thats bs because some people have it better then others like the existance of chads and incelz , also the top 10% have all the wealth whils the 90% are suffering to make end's meat . he is an asshole that doesn't care he created us for no reason and decided to make us suffer
 
Y’all can call me a cuck idc I’ve been Christian since day 1 but as time goes by I ask myself is it even worth it. As a Christian we know to believe in God and I try so hard to be a Christian pray everyday Tyr to read the Bible but nothing ever goes right for me. Not even once. So does God hate me? I’m just tired
Oy vey :feelsLSD:
 
Convert to Judaism or become a good Noahide. Then God will treat you better. Bless Israel from time to time. God hates Christian. "Hate" is an understatement.
 
What about Nazirites?
Yeah, but they’re mostly from long ago. Also, they’re not sacrificing much, just only cut their hair once a year, avoid wine, and dead bodies.
 
Y’all can call me a cuck idc I’ve been Christian since day 1 but as time goes by I ask myself is it even worth it. As a Christian we know to believe in God and I try so hard to be a Christian pray everyday Tyr to read the Bible but nothing ever goes right for me. Not even once. So does God hate me? I’m just tired
God doesn't hate you because he probably doesn't exist, you should convert to Islam even if you are losing faith in God. Christianity is cucked, Islam is a better cope. I don't believe in God or spirituality but I still adhere to the philosophy of Islam.

Buddhism and Satanism are good copes too.

God isn’t real
Probably. He most likely doesn't exist but there's no way to be sure.
 
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Y’all can call me a cuck idc I’ve been Christian since day 1 but as time goes by I ask myself is it even worth it. As a Christian we know to believe in God and I try so hard to be a Christian pray everyday Tyr to read the Bible but nothing ever goes right for me. Not even once. So does God hate me? I’m just tired
i don't have any awnsers but go read the book of job.That might help you understand something. Once we die we will be rewarded if our suffering was just(and those who suffer for god more will receive higher rewards),but until then we will mostly just get a lot of pain. I suppose some people do get blessed with graces and some help with feeling joy,but that's not all people.God will always give graces for one not to sin,so one can't exactly use ones shit position in this world as an excuse.Some people just really have shit lives from beginning to end. Saint john cassian once said that the cure for sadness is to look for the joys that one will get in heaven.I suppose you could comteplate that for help.



One of the reasons i haven't roped yet is because of christ,so i symphatize with you quite a bit.
 
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God doesn't hate you because he probably doesn't exist, you should convert to Islam even if you are losing faith in God. Christianity is cucked, Islam is a better cope. I don't believe in God or spirituality but I still adhere to the philosophy of Islam.

Buddhism and Satanism are good copes too.


Probably. He most likely doesn't exist but there's no way to be sure.
Lol u don't believe in God but u adhere to Islam? Kek
 
Lol u don't believe in God but u adhere to Islam? Kek
What is so hard to understand? I said I adhere to the philosophy of Islam (like its views on women and jews) but I don't believe in the spirituality part (existence of God/Allah or Satan or Angels), I am technically not a muslim, I'm just a fan of Islam.
 
i don't have any awnsers but go read the book of job.That might help you understand something. Once we die we will be rewarded if our suffering was just(and those who suffer for god more will receive higher rewards),but until then we will mostly just get a lot of pain. I suppose some people do get blessed with graces and some help with feeling joy,but that's not all people.God will always give graces for one not to sin,so one can't exactly use ones shit position in this world as an excuse.Some people just really have shit lives from beginning to end. Saint john cassian once said that the cure for sadness is to look for the joys that one will get in heaven.I suppose you could comteplate that for help.



One of the reasons i haven't roped yet is because of christ,so i symphatize with you quite a bit.
Grace is something that I know is important. I actually appreciate what you typed. Ig all I can do is look at it in a different lense.
 
Grace is something that I know is important. I actually appreciate what you typed. Ig all I can do is look at it in a different lense.
Most people don't have to face the harsh reality that is this world.It is true that those who suffer rightlty will be rewarded much more in heaven then others(since we did much more for christ) but it is also a sad life to live.There is this priest that this saint writes about that this saint said that she feels great sadness over him because of how much he struggles for christ.

btw just because in heaven some will be more rewarded then others it doesn't mean that some will be more sad then others. there is no sadness in heaven.god promised us that.i guess the best way to put is that each person has differen container and each container has their own specific size.Two containers can be full but there is a difference between a container with 1 litter and another with 5 litters.We build the size of that container through living with christ in a state of grace and through doing gods will.

hope you find the consolation that you seek brother.this life is a hard one.
 
It is just a challenge we all must go through
do not let the suffering in this world let you down
after this mortal life is over
the joy of heaven will be even greater
 

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