Well, you can guess it based on my name.
I wanted a virgin girl my whole life, since I was very young. I so hoped against hope that there would be that one special virgin girl who would like me for who I am, made just for me. Of course, it was blue-pilled crap, and I was not aware of a blackpill back then.
Honestly, I do not believe anymore that I will get a virgin girl, or any other girl for that matter, since now I do see how hopeless my situation is and that suicide is the most likely option that will happen to my life. It's clear as the sky at this point.
Of course, I still would only want a virgin girl; it does not matter anyway since I cannot have any girls, but I might just as well stick to it until my last breath. There is no point in having non virgin girl anyway. Every statistic about this points to the same result: that non virgins should not be paired with virgins. You will literally not bond together because she already experienced everything with her previous partners; she was there and did it, and it is not special anymore for her. For you, it is, but will you get over the fact that your "soul mate" was fucked by multiple chads? How is one even supposed to get over this? The higher her body count, the higher the chance for her to be unfaithful, divorce rape you or be deranged from being used like a slut so many times. Also, her perception will be warped beyond imagination. She is used to tall, good-looking men and does not want to settle with an incel-tier man. Some of her previous boyfriends had a bigger penis than you, some had a bigger bank account, some had a prettier face, more thrilling "personality, and were more dominant. She has a lot of options to compare you to, and she will find flaws and be unsatisfied. And what about you? Will you be satisfied after all you went through? All the trauma from inceldom you accumulated, all the pain and missed years of your life that ruined it, will basically manifest somewhere. The best part is, that all of this will be an option for you only if you even get to have this non-virgin in the first place, which is very unlikely at this point in your life. She will be a consolation prize at best for you, but did you wait your whole life for a consolation prize?
A relationship is about bonding with another person. A virgin guy with a virgin girl exploring their sexuality together. Everything is new, uncharted territory for both of you. It will make lasting memories for both of you that you will hold onto until the very day you die. Such memories you cannot make with a whore. Just ask people who lost their virginities to the escorts how "magical" it was.
