I want to kill myself over how much of a failure I am

[XtremeMax]

I can't really put into words how miserable I am, but I do believe i'm very close to ending it all. I'm not a normal human. My brain is simply fucked. I cannot make friends or any real relationships for that matter.
I don't fucking know what to do anymore.

 

[senses fail]

what about is your age range if u dont mind me askin?

 

[XtremeMax]

what about is your age range if u dont mind me askin?

I'm 22

 

[senses fail]

I'm 22

ya its over by then
when i was 22 i had already failed at college and moved back home with my mom to rot away the rest of my days. I have no prospects in life, going nowhere fast. All my old friends are getting married and having families. Im alone pretending to be happy. Waiting for my mom to pass so I can just go up a mountain and shoot myself in the head.

 

[dibene]

I'm 22

Oh boy.

 

[XtremeMax]

ya its over by then
when i was 22 i had already failed at college and moved back home with my mom to rot away the rest of my days. I have no prospects in life, going nowhere fast. All my old friends are getting married and having families. Im alone pretending to be happy. Waiting for my mom to pass so I can just go up a mountain and shoot myself in the head.

Brutal. Im sorry to hear that brocel.

 

[IncelLover99]

It's over

 

[PhilipBlake]

Everything is so fucked and we cant do anything about it

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

I can't really put into words how miserable I am, but I do believe i'm very close to ending it all. I'm not a normal human. My brain is simply fucked. I cannot make friends or any real relationships for that matter.
I don't fucking know what to do anymore.

Please don't kill yourself. Remember that you're one of the few players that isn't an npc in this world.

 

[Celius]

one of the few players that isn't an npc in this world.

Holy fucking cope.

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

Holy fucking cope.

Well we're all coping so we don't end ourselves.

 

[TBIcel]

I can't really put into words how miserable I am, but I do believe i'm very close to ending it all. I'm not a normal human. My brain is simply fucked. I cannot make friends or any real relationships for that matter.
I don't fucking know what to do anymore.

same boat but home owner while these moron normies did whatever gay shit I saved now they seethe. I've had more than one normroach shit on me for having a bought and paid for home before 30 (mortgage free and 27 when it happened) who make more than I do. Just moneymaxx and savemaxx.

 

[mknova]

try antidepressants

 

[TheGrayWolf]

try antidepressants

Most don't even work...

A psychiatry researcher who taught his students depression was caused by a 'chemical imbalance' in the brain says everything he thought he knew about SSRIs is wrong

Mark Horowitz, who's taken selective serotonin reuptake inhibitors for nearly 20 years, believes "the public has been misled" about the drugs.

www.insider.com

 

[TheGrayWolf]

I feel you, man. I'd love to have the guts to do the same.

I'm 26 and it's very, VERY brutal. I feel like I'm in jail.

I should have been 1.80m (now I'm 1.62m) and chadlite at least. Now I'm a 1/10, literally. This is bc a genetic mutation occurred during puberty. My dad, who is not physically affected by it all - he was only a carrier - gave it to me. It's sad knowing what could have been

 

[outcastgymcel23]

Same

 

[Better Off Alone]

try antidepressants

absolute brutal advice, jew pills make u go nuts when u quit, I took psych meds for a few months felt like I was underwater.

 

[mknova]

absolute brutal advice, jew pills make u go nuts when u quit, I took psych meds for a few months felt like I was underwater.

Im fine with SSRIs right now
not really planning to quit anytime soon either

 

[Better Off Alone]

Im fine with SSRIs right now
not really planning to quit anytime soon either

I feel you, the only way I'd go back to a doctor is if I was going to apply for NEETbuxx which looks like I'll have to soon.

 

[mknova]

I feel you, the only way I'd go back to a doctor is if I was going to apply for NEETbuxx which looks like I'll have to soon.

go get that bag man

 

[psychotic_cock69]

I can't really put into words how miserable I am, but I do believe i'm very close to ending it all. I'm not a normal human. My brain is simply fucked. I cannot make friends or any real relationships for that matter.
I don't fucking know what to do anymore.

Same can't be said for pajeetland, here getting women is too difficult, its the boomers and povertycels that are reproducing like rabbits.

 

[NorthernWind]

Develop some skills, learn language.

 

[Doomed4ever]

ya its over by then
when i was 22 i had already failed at college and moved back home with my mom to rot away the rest of my days. I have no prospects in life, going nowhere fast. All my old friends are getting married and having families. Im alone pretending to be happy. Waiting for my mom to pass so I can just go up a mountain and shoot myself in the head.

So real,only reason im alive cuz i dont wanna see my mom go through the pain of losing her only son

 

[Doomed4ever]

Same can't be said for pajeetland, here getting women is too difficult, its the boomers and povertycels that are reproducing like rabbits.

Im from pajeetland too and weirdly enough i only have asian or black girls interested in me(they live in America and no chance of meeting). I would have lost my virginity if i lived in the west. Im a 28 year old virgin and tried to lose my virginity twice here but the brothels are so disgusting with horrifying looking desi hookers, i couldn't do it. Waiting for someone to just pull a nathuram godse on me at this point

 

[Lonelyus]

ya its over by then
when i was 22 i had already failed at college and moved back home with my mom to rot away the rest of my days. I have no prospects in life, going nowhere fast. All my old friends are getting married and having families. Im alone pretending to be happy. Waiting for my mom to pass so I can just go up a mountain and shoot myself in the head.

I finished college but it didnt do shit for my anxiety ridden ass

 

[psychotic_cock69]

Im from pajeetland too and weirdly enough i only have asian or black girls interested in me(they live in America and no chance of meeting). I would have lost my virginity if i lived in the west. Im a 28 year old virgin and tried to lose my virginity twice here but the brothels are so disgusting with horrifying looking desi hookers, i couldn't do it. Waiting for someone to just pull a nathuram godse on me at this point

Brootal yaar. Pajeetas have too high standards, considering they are pajeetas.
Sometimes it feels like pajeetas are more of a whore than whores themselves

 

[Doomed4ever]

Brootal yaar. Pajeetas have too high standards, considering they are pajeetas.
Sometimes it feels like pajeetas are more of a whore than whores themselves

Because of the unhealthy more men than female ratio in pajeetland. Even a 4/10 pajeeta thinks she is a 7 and pajeets are such beta simp cucks they boost the egos of ugly pajeetas. I rather stab my dick than to even try with a pajeeta

 

[Quarantined]

Same but 29

 

[worthlessretard9284]

30 and herpes and aspergers and other stuff aand criminal record and on welfare

 

[goneghost_]

I can't really put into words how miserable I am, but I do believe i'm very close to ending it all. I'm not a normal human. My brain is simply fucked. I cannot make friends or any real relationships for that matter.
I don't fucking know what to do anymore.

First off, I don’t think you should take advice from this place since everyone here basically agrees with you