Passion is not my problem, intelligence/talents is my problem, I want to do stuff, but I don't have the abilities to do it. I easily get fascinated by something, but I just cannot gain deeper knowledge about it, the basics are easy and then I get nothing anymore - happens in everything I tried to do: Sports, programming, zoology, etc. There is unironically nothing where I can really excel, I get even mogged by newcomers after spending years on learning something.