SubhumanAbomination
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This is not for women of course since we all know confidence doesn't mean shit to women and its all looks, but it's about me and my life. Recently my level of self-confidence/self-esteem has become super low that i'm unable to think for my own. In my mind, i'm sub-animal so everything i think or do is wrong and people are always right, even though my rational thinking disagrees, but i feel like i'm being controlled by my low self-worth like a slave and it's making my life a living hell, i'm not even human at this point and i'm deprived of the most basic right of free thinking.
But what should i have expected? I was raised to be timid and weak by my parents and i've been bullied all my childhood and belittled. Even when i grew up all i've been told is how worthless and inferior i'am and people don't even take me seriously. I never get validated at all, i'm looked down upon and i have zero good qualities to make me feel i'm worthy of anything. I'm not good looking, tall, smart, with good personality, mentally healthy, strong, charismatic, charming. I have nothing good about me at all and no one ever made me feel i'm worth shit.
It's impossible for me to ever have self-esteem or like myself, i'm an extremely low quality human compared to most other people.
But what should i have expected? I was raised to be timid and weak by my parents and i've been bullied all my childhood and belittled. Even when i grew up all i've been told is how worthless and inferior i'am and people don't even take me seriously. I never get validated at all, i'm looked down upon and i have zero good qualities to make me feel i'm worthy of anything. I'm not good looking, tall, smart, with good personality, mentally healthy, strong, charismatic, charming. I have nothing good about me at all and no one ever made me feel i'm worth shit.
It's impossible for me to ever have self-esteem or like myself, i'm an extremely low quality human compared to most other people.