Serious I'm feeling insanely depressed today. First time I cried in ages.

[Incel_Because_Short]

Woke up feeling very groggy today, so I stayed in a hot shower for 15 minutes. Still felt tired to I went for a little walk outside for a while. Came back feeling even worse. I felt empty, as if I'm in a cold lifeless body, and my heart is being yanked from my chest. I went for another hot shower, this time for 30 minutes, trying to feel warmth again.

Then I went to the computer and looked at the screen. Outside of blackpill forums I don't use the computer how I used it anymore. Most of the time I spent on the computer the last few days was just looking at my Steam library, nothing more.

Still felt bad, so I went outside again and tried to see if I can smoke some weed to feel better. I recalled my first experience with an escort, how even though I paid for her services that was perhaps the first time I felt like a human being. I started to tear up. I've never been this sad in ages. I need a way out of this nightmare.

I'm getting closer to finding a permanent solution.

 

[penismaster768]

 

[Deleted member 22572]

Ummmm.... Just don't be an incel then? XD

 

[Deleted member 24529]

When theres no cope and hope, there is only rope.
When theres no cope and hope, there is only rope.

 

[TheCommunist]

 

[ihaveno1]

ik that feel, i hate days like that

 

[Incel_Because_Short]

You guys are all I have. You're the only group of people I feel comfortable sharing my feelings to. With everyone else it's fake and I'm always pretending to be somebody I'm not with them.

 

[jet112]

if you need someone to talk to, come visit my discord

 

[PPEcel]

That sounds like you need to build up a liquor collection buddy boyo

if you need someone to talk to, come visit my discord

yo

 

[Deleted member 24876]

ik that feel, i hate days like that

 

[FlyFace]

I get like this too. Sad thing is that I can't find anyone to really relate. The only option is therapists and they are useless, they will never understand, nobody can, it is impossible to do so. They don't know how it feels and they will never know.. every humans experience is unique and cannot be replicated easily.

I don't think humans relate very well when in a Tribal mindset. It feels like we are quickly progressing to a Stone Age war soon enough between different classes of people.

I'm getting closer to finding a permanent solution.

Another number that society has slain in its genocide of all it hates.

 

[universallyabhorred]

That's your inferior genetics telling you to rope boyo. God speed.

 

[Incel_Because_Short]

if you need someone to talk to, come visit my discord

PM me the discord, I might use it.

 

[PaperSkin]

Im starting to feel as though your teenage hood determines the trajectory of your whole life and we'll spend our whole lives trying to make up for it lmao

 

[jet112]

PM me the discord, I might use it.

https://discord.gg/AHbeEqB

 

[Words2_live_bye]

 

[Deleted member 17883]

View: https://youtu.be/IVjr6S1fI3I


I shut down my brain and eyes and Music helps me a bit. Idk what else. Sorry brother.

 

[Incel_Because_Short]

I'm going to take a break from the Internet for a while.

 

[Hail The Bloatlord]

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JDOAbfcytWI&list=RDHVdmxW581Co&index=8

Black tears are falling down
I'm mute I don't move
They're sliding down
Black tears are falling down
I'm mute I don't move
They're sliding down
No god could save me
Endless tears are falling

 

[FUCKITALLREEE]

Lay down in bed enrolled in warm covers and try to sleep. That's what i do some days where i feel so depressed i can barely breathe.

 

[ThoughtfulCel]

I haven't cried in a year. Must be high T I suppose.

 

[npcel]

I'm going to take a break from the Internet for a while.

thats probably what every therapist would suggest too

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

Ummmm.... Just don't be an incel then? XD

 

[dirtykombatcel]

Congrats on incels.co wizardhood, 30k

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

Congrats on incels.co wizardhood, 30k

Thanks man