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I just wanna be loved, but don’t think I’m worthy
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Things about me at 24 that make me pathetic:
-virgin
-never had a girlfriend
-never kissed a girl
-never held hands
-never been on a date
-never had any missed opportunities with girls like some others
-barely any friends in my life, never even a best friend, very rarely was invited anywhere or was initiated conversations with
-never went to a party or was even invited to one
-barely have any lasting, amazing memories with others
-don’t have any friends, now
-never went to prom
-have struggled with depression and social anxiety for years
-possibly autistic
-zero confidence, painfully shy
-only work experience is minimum wage and am currently on disability
-only have an associates
-still live with my parents, and not because I can’t afford to live alone (I can’t but still) but because I would feel lonelier and helpless on my own
I’m so lonely and pathetic. I’m such a failure and I don’t see myself getting out. I think it’s too late for me. Meanwhile, my peers have nice jobs, are getting married, having kids, living on their own. While I’m still a child stuck in the body of a mid 20s man.
I know I’ve been posting a ton of threads tonight but I need somewhere where I can talk with others who relate to me. I don’t have anyone to talk to about this. I just wish someone out there other my parents cared. I wish a girl loved me. I wish I had at least one close friend. I have nothing. It hurts. Hurts so much. Much more than just not having sex. My youth is gone. Even if I got into a relationship I’ll never be able to get over my wasted youth. And I’d be betabux anyway. She wouldn’t really love me. I’d just be settled for. While she resents me. There is nothing about me that any woman would like. Nothing about me that would make me someone people wanna be friends with. I don’t want to be in this pain anymore. I don’t wanna be so alone anymore.
-virgin
-never had a girlfriend
-never kissed a girl
-never held hands
-never been on a date
-never had any missed opportunities with girls like some others
-barely any friends in my life, never even a best friend, very rarely was invited anywhere or was initiated conversations with
-never went to a party or was even invited to one
-barely have any lasting, amazing memories with others
-don’t have any friends, now
-never went to prom
-have struggled with depression and social anxiety for years
-possibly autistic
-zero confidence, painfully shy
-only work experience is minimum wage and am currently on disability
-only have an associates
-still live with my parents, and not because I can’t afford to live alone (I can’t but still) but because I would feel lonelier and helpless on my own
I’m so lonely and pathetic. I’m such a failure and I don’t see myself getting out. I think it’s too late for me. Meanwhile, my peers have nice jobs, are getting married, having kids, living on their own. While I’m still a child stuck in the body of a mid 20s man.
I know I’ve been posting a ton of threads tonight but I need somewhere where I can talk with others who relate to me. I don’t have anyone to talk to about this. I just wish someone out there other my parents cared. I wish a girl loved me. I wish I had at least one close friend. I have nothing. It hurts. Hurts so much. Much more than just not having sex. My youth is gone. Even if I got into a relationship I’ll never be able to get over my wasted youth. And I’d be betabux anyway. She wouldn’t really love me. I’d just be settled for. While she resents me. There is nothing about me that any woman would like. Nothing about me that would make me someone people wanna be friends with. I don’t want to be in this pain anymore. I don’t wanna be so alone anymore.
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