An older classmate (in his mid-30s) showed me pictures of himself when he was my age (very early-20s) and with friends his age, wtf I feel such a pathetic burning sensation of jealousy at the mere sight of a peer with his friends, it's not even the gf I care about, the universe has a way to constantly remind that I get socially mogged everywhere, tired of feeling lonely at the sight of normies that wouldn't even take a 2nd thought of their life circumstances that is seemly handed to them just by virtue of them just existing
