I have a lot of people at my mental health centre and other facilities that can offer support. So far not any solutions but lots of cope. The thing is they always ask me what they can do to help? They are the mental professionals. They should know. If I get frustrated enough, then the next time they ask I will tell them they can sleep with me to help.
Well I asked for money and got some. I bought my gaming computer for cope as well as go to the leisure centre. I asked for more money but I couldn't get more than my monthly allowance. I pretty much sit in front of the computer all day and spend time with my family on weekends. I'm lonely as fcuk. I have a couple normie friends who I don't cut off just mainly because I don't want to be alone. They're okay but sometimes I hate hearing about how much better their lives are, and them bluepilling me acting like my life can be as good as theirs if I develop better social skills.
Other than those a couple of normie childhood friends my social interactions online. There's my incel friend that only comes out to meet me twice a year. and there's a few girls on my social media that feel sorry for me so will reply to me if I message them, but don't come to visit me. One of them blocked me the other day when I tried to show her that I'm incel and suicidal.
I still feel socially rejected and isolated. I'm still a bit suicidal, hoping I will get better cope. What help should I ask for?
Well I asked for money and got some. I bought my gaming computer for cope as well as go to the leisure centre. I asked for more money but I couldn't get more than my monthly allowance. I pretty much sit in front of the computer all day and spend time with my family on weekends. I'm lonely as fcuk. I have a couple normie friends who I don't cut off just mainly because I don't want to be alone. They're okay but sometimes I hate hearing about how much better their lives are, and them bluepilling me acting like my life can be as good as theirs if I develop better social skills.
Other than those a couple of normie childhood friends my social interactions online. There's my incel friend that only comes out to meet me twice a year. and there's a few girls on my social media that feel sorry for me so will reply to me if I message them, but don't come to visit me. One of them blocked me the other day when I tried to show her that I'm incel and suicidal.
I still feel socially rejected and isolated. I'm still a bit suicidal, hoping I will get better cope. What help should I ask for?
