StSausageCel
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At this point I’m pretty sure nobody believes me because for all the talk i talk, I don’t walk the walk. Nobody will ever see these “women” I’m supposedly talking to.
Just last week I was sitting alone in the library when my college “friend” (he’s just some guy I know tbh) saw me. I tried my best to hide but he saw me nonetheless. He asked me what I was doing alone and I told him I was waiting for some chick who said we should meet up at the library. He calls me a “ladies man”, then he goes back to his gf( who’s actually real compared to my imaginary ones ).
These guys will never understand my pain. They will never understand what it’s like to see literally everybody with a girl, and then wondering what you must be doing so wrong.
At this point I’m sure it’s over. People might say I’m still too young, but I can read the writing on the wall. All the signs make it clear. Even if I find a girl who likes me, I’m still fucked up from all the years of verbal bullying from girls/boys, and all the years of loneliness.
Just last week I was sitting alone in the library when my college “friend” (he’s just some guy I know tbh) saw me. I tried my best to hide but he saw me nonetheless. He asked me what I was doing alone and I told him I was waiting for some chick who said we should meet up at the library. He calls me a “ladies man”, then he goes back to his gf( who’s actually real compared to my imaginary ones ).
These guys will never understand my pain. They will never understand what it’s like to see literally everybody with a girl, and then wondering what you must be doing so wrong.
At this point I’m sure it’s over. People might say I’m still too young, but I can read the writing on the wall. All the signs make it clear. Even if I find a girl who likes me, I’m still fucked up from all the years of verbal bullying from girls/boys, and all the years of loneliness.
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