- Jan 28, 2018
You are completely past your prime so why live?
I have a small citrus orchard and animal buddies! And...lets see how u will talk at 45 without family and nothing waiting for you at home.
And I'm not willing - or indeed capable, since that requires a foid to actually like me - of cucking for a single mom roastie! So i cope.I got copes to keep me docile. Sure a wife and kids is nice, but since I can't achieve it, I just accepted it as my fate and try to make the best of it.
there are some things I could do better if I went back to 20. but to be honest it would have to go all the way back to 5-6 to really fix things.YEah man
I still remember my 20's as if it was yesterday
Im caught in the dilemma of what is worse becoming an old ass or enduring those painful lonely horny years again
ngl sounds greatIt kinda gets easier on a physiological level as your libido sharply decreases
Same here. I've learned to recognize and control the most off-putting aspects of my autism, so if I could go back to high school and not act like such a cringy sperg, I might be able to make something work - especially if I were also going back to the 90's before Tinder and MeToo.there are some things I could do better if I went back to 20. but to be honest it would have to go all the way back to 5-6 to really fix things.
Came to post this. "Stress" as described by primate researchers is when one's position in the social hierarchy is obviously low. Low status baboons have higher levels of stress hormones than the Chad baboons, but their lives never extend past their competitive social/sexual structure. The thing is as modern humans, after college being an incel isn't really the bottom of the hierarchy anymore. People with drug problems, money problems, criminal issues, child support and alimony, etc. rank as worse off than someone who is more or less neutral.I think also when you're younger incel (whose not in denial about it) you feel a lot more pain and agony that you're seeing people your own age doing all the shit they do, and you feel completely fucked and out of it, but this is kind of new to you in your life, around the 15-20 age bracket where everyone around you is partying, having sex, being normies, etc, you feel like something is really wrong with you, which makes you feel worse, but as the years go on, it doesn't affect you AS much to the point where you feel really terrible about it, it's more so you become more numb and tired.
Exactly. Play that long game, or take the othER path. Either is far more admirable than just killing yourself.Because foids and joos want me to rope. So a big fuck you to them is to keep on trucking. I’ll NEET, leeching off the system once my investments are passive and put them offshore away from government hands while getting hand outs.
Yeah, there's just too many pitfalls to keep track of. I keep forgetting them because I don't get enough practice either, without proper followups it's impossible and people rarely want to hang out serially or frequently.But now, it's too little too late. To date at my age with no romantic experience, I'd have to maintain an academy award-worthy performance at all times to pass myself off as a normal, functioning human who hasn't lived as a total outcast for over 30 years.
Because foids and joos want me to rope. So a big fuck you to them is to keep on trucking.
how is living with your parents when you are 32? do you live in an apartment or a house?I just became accustom to the incel lifestyle, it's the NORM for me.
You know, it is weird, to be 32, and I feel like I have the mind of a 100 year old, in that, my time is over, it's done, it doesn't matter what happens to me now, since it's already over for me.
What I mean by this is, I don't really stress or worry about stuff anymore, and I have nothing to lose except my freedom (ie: going to jail), but other than that, I have no extended family connections, no wife, no kids, no social networks, nobody relying on me, nothing to lose in any of that regard.
Money isn't an issue either because I live with my parents, and I have a lot of money saved, enough to last for years, and ultimately I will inherit their house which is paid off.
You could say I am LDARmaxxed.