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No road left but the one that leads to the end
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- Dec 3, 2019
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I’ve been thinking about it, and I can’t think of a legit reason to go on living if you missed all those crucial life experiences. I feel like I’ve been completely left by behind all my peers, and the worst part is that they never even really noticed me to begin with. I was too low on the social totem pole to be cared about. This feeling inside me......it’s like there is a huge empty hole in my heart that can never be filled.
Im early 20’s, I cope with video games, and I’m about to enter college for the 3rd and final time to try and finish a fucking degree and make friends to become social. If this doesn’t work, I’m afraid there is no way out for me. I’m scared guys, and I’m hurting.
I feel like most incels concentrate mostly on not having a gf because having a gf is almost like a symbolic way of knowing that you are doing good in life, and you didn’t make too many wrong turns.
In most cases, having a gf means you have a social circle you met her through, which means you had friends that you had experiences with, which means you weren’t alone and didn’t go unnoticed or uncared for by your peers. To wrap this up, leaving adolescent hood a KHHV loser with no friends is a legitimate death sentence for 99% of LVM’s who experience this. It’s not something you can recover from.
Im early 20’s, I cope with video games, and I’m about to enter college for the 3rd and final time to try and finish a fucking degree and make friends to become social. If this doesn’t work, I’m afraid there is no way out for me. I’m scared guys, and I’m hurting.
I feel like most incels concentrate mostly on not having a gf because having a gf is almost like a symbolic way of knowing that you are doing good in life, and you didn’t make too many wrong turns.
In most cases, having a gf means you have a social circle you met her through, which means you had friends that you had experiences with, which means you weren’t alone and didn’t go unnoticed or uncared for by your peers. To wrap this up, leaving adolescent hood a KHHV loser with no friends is a legitimate death sentence for 99% of LVM’s who experience this. It’s not something you can recover from.