Genuine question but how did get off to sending random girls money? Seems like such a foreign concept to me.
Did you fetish evolve from regular femdom into findom or did you exclusively always get off to findom? Was it even a sexual thing or did you just enjoy giving women money?
Thanks for the question Pixycel, and count yourself lucky that it is a foreign concept to you. My interest in findom evolved from regular findom ( which I was into before findom existed as a phenomenon with dedicated sites and stuff ). The femdom evolved from childhood, not sure exactly what the deal was then, but just always liked the playground game " girls chase the boys " and not " boys chase the girls. " Also hated other boys except for some fellow nerds, like I especially couldn't stand gym or playground rough housing. Just thought it was gay and disturbing. Sign of low T maybe.
I always enjoyed observing foids and how they act and operate. Lost interest in femdom because it's all so fake, as they are so naturally submissive ( to Chad anyways ), you can pay femdom escorts but it's all just one bad actress after another.
Findom came about and I kind of got off on it but more on a mental level. As mentioned, I like how foids behave and speak. I would skip the actress stuff a lot of them do ( like sending you feet pics or calling you names ) and just take them for shopping / lunch outings. Being very self-aware ( like all other members of this site ) I knew not to expect anything or think it was some great thing in general. It was just amusing to me to listen to them talk about their clothes, makeup, hair, hassles at work, all the typical foid chatter. Basically like oneitises on steroids. I did some online-only too but any I repeated with were in person.
Researching the blackpill made it even more fun in a weird way, because you see even more how manipulative and spookily vapid they can be. Thankfully, getting more blackpilled helped me to drop the findom thing entirely. I still like foids on a superficial level, they are so much more entertaining than men ( who are too innately competitive for my tastes ).
I think incels are the way they are due to Mother Nature. She made me a 5'6", small-framed guy with a gay alien skull. Is that the fault of foids? No, so if I like them I like them. I have more of a problem with normies because they are at least a small step above foids in intelligence, but choose to act aggressively and competitively regardless.
Used to be a guy on here awhile ago who posted lots of funny stuff about being submissive to foids, blacktarpill. Never got any flack but I think if he posted now it would just result in a barrage of " what a cuck " responses. Bit of a harder edge to the site now. I don't mind, I'm sure there a a few guys like me out there who are blackpilled but still dream of being a foid's dog haha ( don't shoot me, blacktarpill said that, not me ).
What do guys think they will accomplish by giving away free validation over the internet? I can almost understand that shit if it was IRL, but on the internet? She's never gonna fuck you bro.
Yes Speed, but that is the whole point of the findom fetish. She won't fuck you but will humiliate you over the fact that you don't have the bones to do so. And you will pay for this...yeah, I know, it's pretty fucked up.
