goydivision
jedem das seine
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- Joined
- May 11, 2020
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If I'm not wrong, its been 8 months or so since I last posted on the forum. During the 'rona in 2020, I did everything right. Although I had online school, I tried everything available, I tried to make friends, I swimmaxxed (using my family pool). I kept in contact with people, I stopped looking at incel stuff, I cut down video gaming from 6 hours a day to 2 hours every two weeks, I stopped consuming outrage culture, I cut contact with my wignat buddies, I didn't even watch porn. All for what? Sure, I got fucking great grades (As with one B) but it didn't help my predicament.
I don't even want sex now, I just want people to treat me with basic decency. I'm in college, but people talk over me as if I wasn't there. I'm a complete non entity. All attempts at conversation are shut down swiftly and succinctly. I don't want a girlfriend. I don't even want female friends. I just want to be seen as a person, as a human being.
I'm fucking tired and sick of this shit. Nothing works.
I don't even want sex now, I just want people to treat me with basic decency. I'm in college, but people talk over me as if I wasn't there. I'm a complete non entity. All attempts at conversation are shut down swiftly and succinctly. I don't want a girlfriend. I don't even want female friends. I just want to be seen as a person, as a human being.
I'm fucking tired and sick of this shit. Nothing works.