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Today I went out to eat with my family (very rare occasion). I am more content with life at the moment compared to how I have been, but I still feel dead, that it was pointless. Thinking and reflecting on everything, the more that I think about it, the more that I realize that life is literally pointless. Most people will never be anything great, at most, passing on progeny and accumulating wealth: Literally anyone can do. Even Chad and Stacy doesn't get this kind of pleasure, the few moments of high pleasure: Sex, winning, parties, etc. are short and meaningless compared to what their daily suffering is of wageslavery and routine. Anotherwards, most of the time, life is not peak pleasure even for the "happiest" people but boring routine or neutral contentedness. What my goal in life is to be powerful with a legacy and revenge, because those are eternal and posthumous, yet I will probably never obtain them.