// sub4 20yo KHHV NEET // Ruler of Equestria
- Jan 7, 2020
- 27d 22h 30m
I was watching Overlord II about 40 minutes ago and felt cold, so I decided to grab a hoodie from my wardrobe, when I did I accidently looked at the mirror thats on the inside of one of the doors and what I saw truly horrified me (For some context I'm a 5'5 hairlet fatcel with cystic acne all over my face and some regular and a few pseudo-cysts scattered throughout my back, chest and thighs). I truly had forgotten how subhuman I truly look, I dont have contact with anyone outside my family and some online friends from different states that don't see my face whenever we talk so I dont have anyone to tell me I look like as if a goblin and an orc from the tolkien universe had a child. The only mirror in my room is that one so I dont really check myself that often (for obvious reasons) either but fuck, I had forgotten how fucking disgusting I look. There is not a single part of my face that is not covered with acne, plus my chin/jaw, eye area and hairline also looked abslotely terrible and now I'm just contemplating that even if I paid a cheap sidewalk hooker 4x what she charges she still wouldn't have sex with me. I'd be lucky if someone considered me 4/10.