Mother was not so absolutely hopeless when young. Even wanted to go study to Leningrad (Sankt Peterburg now), thats serious travel for village girl, and big serious city, more population than whole lithuania (separatist part of Russia). But grandmother didnt let her to travel so far, just to local shitty lithuanian city. That bossy sedentary farmer femoid was destroing lives of people even before my this life started. In case of me SEAmaxxing dont know would smother try me to stop, like she tried to stop me in teen years just from simple outsidemaxxing, as she looks less bossy now. But with this upbringing I lack traveller tradition, lack social skills, and fighting spirit is shattered. And sometimes people even dare to say "we get parents we need". So where my traveler parents, who could gave me traveling tradition? Why I got only pathetic overcautious sedentary folk, useless in my goals of finding cute adorable loli waifu of culture. When I also got that desire for culture, instead of simple life of simple man with simple ordinary housewifeoid (even that is questionably possible in this feminist degeneracy, but whatever). All that sucks, to be given wings, and people who cut them, instead of helping to fly to my cute adorable loli waifu
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