Are you me brocel ?
I keep having a terrible racing heart every time almost without fail before I sleep and when I wake up to wageslave . And at the same time , its like my breathing goes whack . My breathing pattern goes out of control and non-stop flashbacks and pile on the present day fears I face with the impending anxiety of dealing with so much hate from normies at work and in life all these years chip away at the time of day I'm suppose to be able to be restful and at peace . I feel angry when I know the normies who tormented me are sleeping well and sound while here I am suffering to even do something basic such as sleeping . It happens even when I'm awake , its like a nightmare .
And we are told "dude just suck it up" or "its all in your head." All these remarks and comments to invalidate our issues .
Its like being injured and going to the hospital ER Room and everyone keeps saying that they don't see any injury on you but clearly you are injured . Its like an absurd surreal nightmare where you suffering but no one cares and understands you and won't be bothered to help .
It doesn't help when I'm mistreated all the time at my wageslave job , I can't even go into details it would be too long but its suicidefuel that's for sure . So basically normies are getting what they want ... me dying faster from poor physical health .
Godpseed brocel .
