LonelyAF23
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- Joined
- May 19, 2021
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Well I’m not sure where to post this, apologies if I messed up on where to post as I’m new to here. Wanted to just vent my story: well guess it started like it did for most of us when we where born with shit genes. I was told that girls wanted a good guy who treated them right. They forgot to mention a good looking guy. I was rejected for the first time at the age of 12 and I thought maybe it was just her but I had 6 rejections by the age of 13. That completely broke me. Something inside me made me introverted, even more quite and shy, I became a person with zero self esteem or confidence. Then high school came and I didn’t talk to any girls, I tried online dating apps and friend making apps that made it all worse. Anytime I showed my face or told them my height it was an instant block. It made me angry and bitter towards women. I too would change the way I look but I can’t. Then college came and I dropped out because well I was told even far worst things than previously. I was told I wasn’t any girls type. Multiple times it hurt a lot even if it shouldn’t have surprised me. I’m now 23 I live with my parents, I don’t drive, I don’t work, I don’t go to school... I just stay home all day play video games, doing drugs drinking... anything to just cope with the tremendous hole and fucked up emotions and state of mind I was left in because of women’s shallowness. It’s funny how people try to sell you on the personality matters thing when it just doesn’t. Another thing people tell guys like us is to “change” it’s such a slap in the face imo because why do I have to change my looks and my emotions, my new personality when your shitty gender broke me?yet women are told that they should be loved no matter what
And they’re. It’s sad to see a depressed guy alone while a depressed woman finds love easily...I just hope some day I OD and die. If you read this, thank you it means a lot to me.
And they’re. It’s sad to see a depressed guy alone while a depressed woman finds love easily...I just hope some day I OD and die. If you read this, thank you it means a lot to me.