MarquisDeSade
Mephistopheles
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- Feb 11, 2021
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I just moved to a new state at the age of 33 [34 now] and trying to rebuild the pieces of my broken life. Got a nice easy wagie gig and I live alone as a single bachelor.
I've told myself this year will be different despite all the Covid bullshit and that come spring time I am going to start working out buying my own personal gym equipment, in years past I tried that several times but not with any serious commitment, dedication, or follow through. This time I am very serious in that in the next six years I will be approaching the age of 40. [Fuck my life and whole entire existence.]
I'm probably just coping of course but I got to believe I tried everything in life before going to extremes and just giving up completely, or at least that is what I tell myself for now. I'm also going to try to reattend college in 2022 and since I moved to another state I don't think my college credits are transferable which means redoing the whole entire six years of studies all over again. I have no social life living in total isolation and alienation so I really don't give a shit as it doesn't bother me at all, what the fuck else am I going to do?
Of course, given the geopolitical structure of the entire world including the United States we may very well have an economic collapse, civil war, world war, or some other unforseen crisis on the future that may just shit on top of my lofty plans or ambitions as well, if that is the case I wish for total destruction, carnage, and wholesale slaughter of the entire planet where I will die comfortably with a smile on my face.
I've told myself this year will be different despite all the Covid bullshit and that come spring time I am going to start working out buying my own personal gym equipment, in years past I tried that several times but not with any serious commitment, dedication, or follow through. This time I am very serious in that in the next six years I will be approaching the age of 40. [Fuck my life and whole entire existence.]
I'm probably just coping of course but I got to believe I tried everything in life before going to extremes and just giving up completely, or at least that is what I tell myself for now. I'm also going to try to reattend college in 2022 and since I moved to another state I don't think my college credits are transferable which means redoing the whole entire six years of studies all over again. I have no social life living in total isolation and alienation so I really don't give a shit as it doesn't bother me at all, what the fuck else am I going to do?
Of course, given the geopolitical structure of the entire world including the United States we may very well have an economic collapse, civil war, world war, or some other unforseen crisis on the future that may just shit on top of my lofty plans or ambitions as well, if that is the case I wish for total destruction, carnage, and wholesale slaughter of the entire planet where I will die comfortably with a smile on my face.
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