I'm at a low point in my life right now. I've exhausted all my NEETbux and I still don't have a job. I will likely not be able to afford rent come April so I need to make some moves, fast.
But it's a clear sunny day, temperatures in the 70s, I figure some Vitamin D will kickstart something within me. I go for a springtime stroll to see the cherry blossoms around town. And there I am, crossing through the park, and what should I see? In full public view of old people and little kids and their moms and their dogs? 4 women. One was the photographer. Another was the central subject of the photographs. And to each side of her there were two women in black lace thong underwear. Fat, round asses just out and uncovered.
And I thought to myself "My God... I wish they'd flash me or something. Or jump me as a prank? Acknowledge me in some way... I've had people accost me in the past. For my money, for revenge, for fun... but just this once it couldn't be them? You see women like this on Instagram sometimes, who like to bring random people into their photoshoots just to get their reaction. Just this once it couldn't be me? The extreme rarity of this moment weighed on me. How many days have I lived in my life? And how many of those days have I seen nekkid ladies where you'd least expect them? In all my life, counting today? Maybe... 3 times??? Is that like a 1 in 6000 to 7000 chance???
I'm so bored. I wish so badly I had friends like those women. Is that wrong? Everyone I ask for help with this seems to think it's wrong. But the more I plot and ponder this and the longer the sands of my life run out, the more apparent it starts to be that the people I'm asking for help don't even know how to help me, whether it's wrong or not to want what I want.
I'm filled with such a longing now, I'd like to go on r/socialskills or something and tell them about this. Tell someone about this. Ask them what I should do on the off chance I ever run into women shaking their asses in public again. What I should say to them. But I feel like it'll end the same way all my other Reddit posts end: "We don't know. Also, you're weird."
Whether they mean well or not, no one can help me anymore. I know some people want to, but the odds of finding someone who can help me are greater than... finding big booty Instagram models who don't care if people in public see them naked.
But it's a clear sunny day, temperatures in the 70s, I figure some Vitamin D will kickstart something within me. I go for a springtime stroll to see the cherry blossoms around town. And there I am, crossing through the park, and what should I see? In full public view of old people and little kids and their moms and their dogs? 4 women. One was the photographer. Another was the central subject of the photographs. And to each side of her there were two women in black lace thong underwear. Fat, round asses just out and uncovered.
And I thought to myself "My God... I wish they'd flash me or something. Or jump me as a prank? Acknowledge me in some way... I've had people accost me in the past. For my money, for revenge, for fun... but just this once it couldn't be them? You see women like this on Instagram sometimes, who like to bring random people into their photoshoots just to get their reaction. Just this once it couldn't be me? The extreme rarity of this moment weighed on me. How many days have I lived in my life? And how many of those days have I seen nekkid ladies where you'd least expect them? In all my life, counting today? Maybe... 3 times??? Is that like a 1 in 6000 to 7000 chance???
I'm so bored. I wish so badly I had friends like those women. Is that wrong? Everyone I ask for help with this seems to think it's wrong. But the more I plot and ponder this and the longer the sands of my life run out, the more apparent it starts to be that the people I'm asking for help don't even know how to help me, whether it's wrong or not to want what I want.
I'm filled with such a longing now, I'd like to go on r/socialskills or something and tell them about this. Tell someone about this. Ask them what I should do on the off chance I ever run into women shaking their asses in public again. What I should say to them. But I feel like it'll end the same way all my other Reddit posts end: "We don't know. Also, you're weird."
Whether they mean well or not, no one can help me anymore. I know some people want to, but the odds of finding someone who can help me are greater than... finding big booty Instagram models who don't care if people in public see them naked.
