My (22f) boyfriend (33 m) raped me and idk what to do?
This is my first post on r/twoxteehee so bare with me.
I went with my bf to his family country side house to celebrate thanks giving. The night was going well his family is amazing i really love his sisters and how good we get well together and he hugged me and we played family games in the living room near the chimney.
Then we went to eat and the food was amazing too his mom is a great cook i might ask her to teach me a trick or too.
while eating i whispered my bf: "wouldnt it be hot if we had sex in your parents house" to which he agreed gladly.
I started rubbing his thighs and dick under the table without anyone noticing then dinner was done we went upstairs immediately on the notion that we are sleepy after dinner.
As we entered the room i immediately went on my knees and put his dick in my mouth and after 20 mins of me mouth washing his dick for some reason i felt unsafe maybe it was the cold or maybe his sisters were playing too loud im not sure.
As i was telling him hey i feel scared this is unsafe and im really in pain rn, he came in my mouth.
He sat down to relax and i couldnt stop crying i went and got my stuff and went outside and ordered an uber and now im sitting in a hotel lobby debating if i should go to the police station and order a rape kit.
I feel honestly sick to my stomach i cant look at myself in the mirror i am disgusting and i think im gona need therapy for a few years.
Im really sorry if i trigerred anyone i am looking at my phone now and hes been calling me nonstop 33 missedcalls and i dont have the courage to answer.
Edit: Tahnk you all for your comments. I hope i never meet him ever again im gona miss his family tho but it has to be done i will go to the hospital right now and get checked for STDs too as you advised.
This is my first post on r/twoxteehee so bare with me.
I went with my bf to his family country side house to celebrate thanks giving. The night was going well his family is amazing i really love his sisters and how good we get well together and he hugged me and we played family games in the living room near the chimney.
Then we went to eat and the food was amazing too his mom is a great cook i might ask her to teach me a trick or too.
while eating i whispered my bf: "wouldnt it be hot if we had sex in your parents house" to which he agreed gladly.
I started rubbing his thighs and dick under the table without anyone noticing then dinner was done we went upstairs immediately on the notion that we are sleepy after dinner.
As we entered the room i immediately went on my knees and put his dick in my mouth and after 20 mins of me mouth washing his dick for some reason i felt unsafe maybe it was the cold or maybe his sisters were playing too loud im not sure.
As i was telling him hey i feel scared this is unsafe and im really in pain rn, he came in my mouth.
He sat down to relax and i couldnt stop crying i went and got my stuff and went outside and ordered an uber and now im sitting in a hotel lobby debating if i should go to the police station and order a rape kit.
I feel honestly sick to my stomach i cant look at myself in the mirror i am disgusting and i think im gona need therapy for a few years.
Im really sorry if i trigerred anyone i am looking at my phone now and hes been calling me nonstop 33 missedcalls and i dont have the courage to answer.
Edit: Tahnk you all for your comments. I hope i never meet him ever again im gona miss his family tho but it has to be done i will go to the hospital right now and get checked for STDs too as you advised.
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