Bakura806
Soul Reaper
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I was reminiscing about my time in middle school and was starting to remember one the key factors that lead me to discovering that I was an incel due to sports. Playing sports made me realize that I was an incel because after many years of training trying to improve my skills and my body I made absolutely zero progress. I have always been relatively good health ,but skinny most of my life no matter how many hours I put into the gym, the amount of protein drinks and food I ate, it never made a difference I still looked the same. When I played basketball in middle school I was the worst on the team for two years and I knew I was always the ugliest.
I wasn't even the shortest on the team which would have you thinking how could you not be the worst if you weren't the shortest? Well surprise, being an incel makes you automatically bad at sports no matter how tall or athletic you think you are. I remember walking into our gym on a game day, and usually kids would make signs cheering our team on with team and other positive bull shit on posters and place them on the walls of the gym.
I specifically remember looking at one that had everyone on our team's name and something positive written on it. Expect for my name it was nowhere to be found on that sign or any signs around the gym, no one knew who I was it was like I was just some stranger that had just moved there, or a ghost. If anyone did know me they probably thought " Who the hell is that kid? We have no idea where he came from or how he got on the team, but he sure is ugly and always sits on the bench so there's no point in writing his name on any of our posters".
I only played a hand full of times when were winning by a lot, other than that was just there to keep the bench warm, I was nothing but dead weight on the court since I was so bad due to unknowingly being an incel. I played football as well in middle school, my school was the worst in our district and only had 16 players on the team ( for those of you who don't know there is suppose to be 11 kids on the field) I was a starter due to the lack of talent and eligible players we had so naturally you think someone was ugly and uncoordinated as me could have at least some sort of success. Wrong, despite the amount of manlets we had on the team, and me almost being one of the tallest players on the team I was still the absolute worst. I player corner( on defense) and I had dropped every single interception thrown my way hell, I had numerous passes thrown directly to me that I let slip out of my hands and drop due to my inceldom. I was a useless npc in every sport I played.
I had the opportunity to be one of the best but no matter what I tried how many hours outside of practice I put in it still didn't make a difference I was still the worst on the team I was still horrible. Everyone laughed at me for being the worst and being the ugliest. My normie friends always told me how foids would always approach them after our football and basketball games giving them hugs, wanting to take pictures, hell even trying to hook up with them over the weekend and do something sexual, while I always stood there staring into space after the games hoping someone would come up and talk to me, but no one ever did .
Usually after a few moments of waiting around I would retreat to a corner of the school near the dumpster to hide my face from everyone, soaking in failure, wondering why I was so bad at sports, why no one ever cheered for me, why no one knew who I was, why none of the foids were ever interested in me, waiting for my parents to pick me up so I could wash the smell of defeat off my disgusting skin. Ever since I discover how truly ugly I was and accepting my inceldom, I now know why I was so bad at sports its because of genetics that gave me this disgusting body and ugly face that I cannot correct. No matter how hard you try you cannot improve your body, your ugliness will affect every aspect of your life the only thing you can do is to accept it or kill yourself.
I wasn't even the shortest on the team which would have you thinking how could you not be the worst if you weren't the shortest? Well surprise, being an incel makes you automatically bad at sports no matter how tall or athletic you think you are. I remember walking into our gym on a game day, and usually kids would make signs cheering our team on with team and other positive bull shit on posters and place them on the walls of the gym.
I specifically remember looking at one that had everyone on our team's name and something positive written on it. Expect for my name it was nowhere to be found on that sign or any signs around the gym, no one knew who I was it was like I was just some stranger that had just moved there, or a ghost. If anyone did know me they probably thought " Who the hell is that kid? We have no idea where he came from or how he got on the team, but he sure is ugly and always sits on the bench so there's no point in writing his name on any of our posters".
I only played a hand full of times when were winning by a lot, other than that was just there to keep the bench warm, I was nothing but dead weight on the court since I was so bad due to unknowingly being an incel. I played football as well in middle school, my school was the worst in our district and only had 16 players on the team ( for those of you who don't know there is suppose to be 11 kids on the field) I was a starter due to the lack of talent and eligible players we had so naturally you think someone was ugly and uncoordinated as me could have at least some sort of success. Wrong, despite the amount of manlets we had on the team, and me almost being one of the tallest players on the team I was still the absolute worst. I player corner( on defense) and I had dropped every single interception thrown my way hell, I had numerous passes thrown directly to me that I let slip out of my hands and drop due to my inceldom. I was a useless npc in every sport I played.
I had the opportunity to be one of the best but no matter what I tried how many hours outside of practice I put in it still didn't make a difference I was still the worst on the team I was still horrible. Everyone laughed at me for being the worst and being the ugliest. My normie friends always told me how foids would always approach them after our football and basketball games giving them hugs, wanting to take pictures, hell even trying to hook up with them over the weekend and do something sexual, while I always stood there staring into space after the games hoping someone would come up and talk to me, but no one ever did .
Usually after a few moments of waiting around I would retreat to a corner of the school near the dumpster to hide my face from everyone, soaking in failure, wondering why I was so bad at sports, why no one ever cheered for me, why no one knew who I was, why none of the foids were ever interested in me, waiting for my parents to pick me up so I could wash the smell of defeat off my disgusting skin. Ever since I discover how truly ugly I was and accepting my inceldom, I now know why I was so bad at sports its because of genetics that gave me this disgusting body and ugly face that I cannot correct. No matter how hard you try you cannot improve your body, your ugliness will affect every aspect of your life the only thing you can do is to accept it or kill yourself.
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