SuicideFuel STEMcel here, I just ordered some weed

[PERFECTWAVE]

Weed is a really bad thing for student, especially for a stem student, cause it destroy your memory capacity

But I'm so dead inside these days, I didn't read anything or ate any meals for 3 days, Im just consumed by avolition, rotting in my bed watching thousand of animals documentaries and dreaming about dying in my sleep

I have money for ordering food but all I can consume is cigarette, water and coffee

And the final nails in the coffin was the thread about StemCels

I'm done, I'm getting high today, last time was in August 2023

I'm so tired, I'm so done FUCK EVERYTHING

 

[CruxGammata]

Order hallucinogens

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NZA-QLR4RfA

 

[Esoteric7]

I wish I had chosen aerospace engineering rather than a meme degree

 

[PERFECTWAVE]

Order hallucinogens

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NZA-QLR4RfA

My tolerance for drugs is so low that even small joint of regular weed put me in a schizoid bad trip

If I take anything stronger than weed, i will end up at the hospital

 

[DarkStarDown]

Enjoy brocel.

 

[PERFECTWAVE]

Enjoy brocel.

Thanks brocel, may this community lives forever

 

[despisedpaul]

Weed has helped me with my stem classes, easing the depression for a little while can sometimes outweigh the cognitive effects.

 

[PERFECTWAVE]

Weed has helped me with my stem classes, easing the depression for a little while can sometimes outweigh the cognitive effects.

Exactly, as an incel, you doesn't have a choice, it's either conserve a good memory capacity and get crushed by loneliness and suicidal thoughts OR just smoke to relieve the pain and assume the memory handicap effect of the weed

 

[Indari]

wish i had a stem degree

 

[PERFECTWAVE]

wish i had a stem degree

I will most likely rope before having enough money to enjoy life and even if Im still alive, what will I do with it? I'm a friendless autiste since the end of highschool and I have severe stuttering when I talk, nobody take me seriously, I'm the just the local clown that's why I became a hermit, I refuse to become the clown

 

[despisedpaul]

I will most likely rope before having enough money to enjoy life and even if Im still alive, what will I do with it? I'm a friendless autiste since the end of highschool and I have severe stuttering when I talk, nobody take me seriously, I'm the just the local clown that's why I became a hermit, I refuse to become the clown

I am also a friendless autist, haven't had a single conversation with anyone in 3.5 years of college