Suifuel

[incelgambler]

first post and it's a drunk rant but here we go:

5ft 6, smallest in my family (even my mum...), small hands, massive gambling addiction, alcoholic, no jawline, beer belly, never felt a womans touch in my life and get made fun of by my "friends" for it all the time

My birthday is next month and I turn 21, do I just end it this now honestly?

Hypothetically lets say I did ever get a girl and brought her to my house, she'd leave me as soon as she sees im a fucking MANLET WHO'S SHORTER THAN HIS MUM.,,


suifuel.

thoughts?

 

[Deleted member 34301]

Quit your gambling and alcohol addiction. That is a no-brainer. You can't change that you are a manlet, but atleast if you eliminate those two things you will feel better

 

[Ecstasy]

At least add a suifuel tag you drunkass, My birthday was last week. Believe me the later your 20s the less you care. Get your life back on grip so you can cope with your vices without them destroying your life. If you're not able to sui (most of us aren't) then just make the best out of it. Depression is a bottomless bit, just giving up + not roping is the worst you can do

also, use this avi

@Dregster666 thoughts on my avi advice?

 

[SoloAlex]

My birthday is next month and I turn 21, do I just end it this now honestly?

No.

Nice first post. I am drunk right now too. Rot with us for now.
You can rope anytime later.

 

[incelgambler]

Quit your gambling and alcohol addiction. That is a no-brainer. You can't change that you are a manlet, but atleast if you eliminate those two things you will feel better

alcohol is my only cope honestly.. life is just so shit, whenevr I go on night outs all my friends are around girls and i'm just sitting myself drinking lmao so fucking sad honestly

 

[Deleted member 35725]

Hypothetically lets say I did ever get a girl and brought her to my house, she'd leave me as soon as she sees im a fucking MANLET WHO'S SHORTER THAN HIS MUM.,,

I still live with my mother at the age of 26; don't be like me, get a real profession and move out when you can.

 

[incelgambler]

At least add a suifuel tag you drunkass, My birthday was last week. Believe me the later your 20s the less you care. Get your life back on grip so you can cope with your vices without them destroying your life. If you're not able to sui (most of us aren't) then just make the best out of it. Depression is a bottomless bit, just giving up + not roping is the worst you can do

also, use this avi
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@Dregster666 thoughts on my avi advice?

changed the avi thanks brocel. and tbh being drunk just makes everything feel better (kinda). like watching youtube vids n shit is actually somewhat enjoyable when drunk

 

[Deleted member 34301]

alcohol is my only cope honestly.. life is just so shit, whenevr I go on night outs all my friends are around girls and i'm just sitting myself drinking lmao so fucking sad honestly

Just talk to girls dude, who cares if they reject you. Just be friendly. Be glad that you have friends to go out with

 

[incelgambler]

I still live with my mother at the age of 26; don't be like me, get a real profession and move out when you can.

I've got to get rid of the gambling problem first, i legit can't stop man I just have this fantasy in my head that I can win big, buy nice things and feel good...but I get fucked over everytime

No.

Nice first post. I am drunk right now too. Rot with us for now.
You can rope anytime later.

just shit feeling like no one gives a fuck about you man. and what have you had to drink tonight? i'm on 4 cans of darkfruit and halfway thru a bottle of jager

Just talk to girls dude, who cares if they reject you. Just be friendly. Be glad that you have friends to go out with

everytime I talk to girls they just look at me funny, like I'm some sort of joke. my confidence is at an all time low because everytime I talk to a girl I get treated like a fuckin clown just for not wanting to be lonely lmao..

 

[Ecstasy]

changed the avi thanks brocel. and tbh being drunk just makes everything feel better (kinda). like watching youtube vids n shit is actually somewhat enjoyable when drunk

I know what you mean. I drank a lot in my youth until I switched to drugs. Even being sad and letting it all out feels wholesome when drunk. Sadly this isn't really sustainable if you do it daily, even weekly is bad.

Just enjoy your night now and things will get better tomorrow. Also very cool you used my cropped gif, sadly I can't get rid of my current avi since my whole reputation is built upon it

Cheers!

 

[incelgambler]

I know what you mean. I drank a lot in my youth until I switched to drugs. Even being sad and letting it all out feels wholesome when drunk. Sadly this isn't really sustainable if you do it daily, even weekly is bad.

Just enjoy your night now and things will get better tomorrow. Also very cool you used my cropped gif, sadly I can't get rid of my current avi since my whole reputation is built upon it

Cheers!
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Yeah, I used to sniff coke quite a lot until my mum and dad found out and threatened to kick me out if I brought it in the house again, now I just do in weekends.

And thanks man, talking to people who actually understand my pain is so much better than talking to my irl friends who just say shit like "aw a girl will like you, height doesnt matter etc etc" .

Cheers to you too bro

 

[based_meme]

Welcome bro. Hope you find some solace here.

 

[OwlGod]

I'm also the shortest of family, feels out of place.

 

[incelgambler]

How did that happen? Did your mom have health complications during pregnancy?

My mum was pregnant with me when she was 16, so I'm assuming she didn't know she was pregnant with me and went out drinking. she's also a heavy smoker (fuck knows if that changes anything tho)

I have the same features, height and build as you at 5'7 and 150 lbs (~70 kg) and I can guarantee you that it only gets worse as you age because I'm 30 now and I already have two suicide strategies planned out and paid for.

they say the 20's are the best time of your life, but mines is fuckin shite. just a constant reminder im not good enough for anycunt and never will be

 

[SoloAlex]

I know what you mean. I drank a lot in my youth until I switched to drugs. Even being sad and letting it all out feels wholesome when drunk. Sadly this isn't really sustainable if you do it daily, even weekly is bad.

Just enjoy your night now and things will get better tomorrow. Also very cool you used my cropped gif, sadly I can't get rid of my current avi since my whole reputation is built upon it

Cheers!
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Prost!

 

[incelgambler]

I'm also the shortest of family, feels out of place.

that's exactly how a feel mate.. I literally don't know anyone else smaller than their mum... it's fucking embarrassing I'll never be able to get over it... at least if a was just short i could deal with it... but being the smallest in my family (same height at my 12 y/o brother btw..) is just a constant MOG

 

[Deleted member 35725]

I'm also the shortest of family, feels out of place.

Perhaps one of the reasons I've been deluded for so long about my stature is that I'm significantly taller than my parents and than all 3 of my known grandparents, at 5'7" (171 cm on a good day). Maybe if I had grown up with a taller family, rather than having a 4'11" mother, I would not have been deluded for so long, thinking that I'm merely "average" despite overwhelming evidence to the contrary from the outside world.

 

[incelgambler]

Welcome bro. Hope you find some solace here.

Cheers mate, feels nice talking to cunts who know the pain I feel

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Prost!

A propose a toast!

 

[Ecstasy]

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Prost!

Jever

But whatever suits you bro

 

[based_meme]

gambling for decent profit isn't worth it, unless it's poker or a rare casino that can be exploited by card counting. you need high IQ or hardcore studying that makes you want to .

You don't high IQ for card counting. You just need a very good memory and be able to focus intently with all of the distractions around you.

You're generally right about gambling. Even if you have an edge, you need a huge bankroll for the tiny margins.

 

[SoloAlex]

Jever

But whatever suits you bro

Jever > Rothaus

Just kiddin. Rothaus is ok, but I prefer Jever

 

[incelgambler]

gambling in hopes of decent profit isn't worth it, unless it's poker or a rare casino that can be exploited by card counting. you need high IQ or hardcore studying that makes you want to .

Just wanting to have nice things for a change is the only reason I gambled... won a wee bit but now I'm wasting my life away.

Also how do you get that description underneath you? is that your signature? (im new to this thread excuse the normie questions)

 

[Deleted member 35725]

Also how do you get that description underneath you? is that your signature? (im new to this thread excuse the normie questions)

Click on your account on top right screen > go to "Account details" > look up "Signature" on left sidebar > try putting something in there.

 

[incelgambler]

Click on your account on top right screen > go to "Account details > look up "Signature" > try putting something in there

cheers ma man

You need to confront your mom about this because her actions ruined your life. You need to hold her accountable.

My 20s were the worst. I had to cram school and studymaxx with other incels in STEM. It destroyed my health. The end of puberty is typically the time when society brands us based on our looks. Either we qualify and are accepted, or we are deemed too unfit to reproduce and discarded like trash.

have already told her I feel, but she just said that "any lassie that cares about that is just shallow and you don't want them anyway"

You need to confront your mom about this because her actions ruined your life. You need to hold her accountable.

My 20s were the worst. I had to cram school and studymaxx with other incels in STEM. It destroyed my health. The end of puberty is typically the time when society brands us based on our looks. Either we qualify and are accepted, or we are deemed too unfit to reproduce and discarded like trash.

I'm an apprentice rn, but I work in the same job as my mum (she does sales I do IT engineering) so i always have to be 'on my best behaviour' so i don't embarrass her. and yea definitely, feel like i already have been deemed too unfit to reproduce lmao never had a girl say she thinks am decent looking..

 

[BornToLose]

Stick it all on red.

 

[jetblack cel]

From the first part of your description, I would have given you 40.

But you said you were about to turn 21.

JFL