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Today is one of those days I really feel so depressed. Gonna sleep it off. Sleep is the ultimate best cope and is always a temporary release. Do you guys enjoy sleeping as a cope?
Why not bothI like it but alcohol is a better cope for me
They say sleep is the cousin of death.I like sleeping and believe it's the best cope and only relief to escape this awful reality, but I also have insomnia. It's as if life was obsessed about me seeing her fucking middle finger.
The only reason I don't kill myself is because life is probably a loop and once you die your consciousness goes back to 0 and you live again and again your shitty life from the very first memories you can recollect. As there's no free will there's also no reason to try to escape this stupid loop. In fact, if you commit suicide, then it's just because your loop was supposed to be that way anyway. There's no point in doing or not doing. Just rot already.They say sleep is the cousin of death.
The only reason I don't kill myself is because life is probably a loop and once you die your consciousness goes back to 0 and you live again and again your shitty life from the very first memories you can recollect. As there's no free will there's also no reason to try to escape this stupid loop. In fact, if you commit suicide, then it's just because your loop was supposed to be that way anyway. There's no point in doing or not doing. Just rot already.
Brutal bigger picture pill
sameCan't sleep for shit.
Can you elab ? I have 10k to spend on that.I spent an ungoldy amount of money on making my bed comfy so I can LDAR on my days off
It was a few years ago but I remeber going on jewtube to research best sheets and mattresses, also went to a mattress shop to do some research on the subject. By 'ungodly' I mean 1k ish, I'm very middle class.Can you elab ? I have 10k to spend on that.
Which kind of mattress did you choose ? Mine is shit and full of bugs.It was a few years ago but I remeber going on jewtube to research best sheets and mattresses, also went to a mattress shop to do some research on the subject. By 'ungodly' I mean 1k ish, I'm very middle class.
I think it's memoryfoam, not sure of the model nameWhich kind of mattress did you choose ? Mine is shit and full of bugs.
I hate summer therefore cause its often too hot to get a good sleep at night. Sleep cope is better in autumn/winter.
Thanks buddy boyo.I think it's memoryfoam, not sure of the model name
No problem brocelThanks buddy boyo.
im not sure if it just goes back to the start of life or if you go into a different plane of existence. but theres no saying that this is the only level there maybe be another 500 levels of shit to go through before "the end". theres also no saying that you wont remember the previous ones when you go to the next one anyway. maybe just the corporal ones you cant remember but tbh i cant see there being a ton of corporal body levels.The only reason I don't kill myself is because life is probably a loop and once you die your consciousness goes back to 0 and you live again and again your shitty life from the very first memories you can recollect. As there's no free will there's also no reason to try to escape this stupid loop. In fact, if you commit suicide, then it's just because your loop was supposed to be that way anyway. There's no point in doing or not doing. Just rot already.
Yep my favorite cope since my childhoodToday is one of those days I really feel so depressed. Gonna sleep it off. Sleep is the ultimate best cope and is always a temporary release. Do you guys enjoy sleeping as a cope?
Zeta High IQ theory tbhim not sure if it just goes back to the start of life or if you go into a different plane of existence. but theres no saying that this is the only level there maybe be another 500 levels of shit to go through before "the end". theres also no saying that you wont remember the previous ones when you go to the next one anyway. maybe just the corporal ones you cant remember but tbh i cant see there being a ton of corporal body levels.
i agree with you that any decision you make is known that you will make that decision. if you over think it and try to purposely choose something different then you normally would, that is determined that you would behave like that. there is no getting around it. no matter how much you try to think and plan and make moves and decisions, that was all preknown you would do all that, or lack of all that.
I know better than to ever touch benzodiazepines. I’m already having enough problems with alcohol, Benzos would kill me lol.I never sleep for more than five hours unless if I'm on xanax
Valiums me.I know better than to ever touch benzodiazepines. I’m already having enough problems with alcohol, Benzos would kill me lol.
Time to Ritalinmaxx.*sleeps for 4 hours*
Erghh I'm tired as hell
*sleeps for 10 hours*
Erghh I'm still tired as hell
*sleeps for 13 hours*
Erghh I'm still fucking tired
WHY THE FUCK DO I STILL FEEL TIRED NO MATTER HOW MANY HOURS I SLEEP IN THE ENTIRE DAY?
WHAT THE HEEEEEEEEEEEEEELL????
Yeah but i can't sleep more than 4 max 5 hours because i'm restlessDo you guys enjoy sleeping as a cope?
prolly need more caffeine and less simple carbohydrates*sleeps for 4 hours*
Erghh I'm tired as hell
*sleeps for 10 hours*
Erghh I'm still tired as hell
*sleeps for 13 hours*
Erghh I'm still fucking tired
WHY THE FUCK DO I STILL FEEL TIRED NO MATTER HOW MANY HOURS I SLEEP IN THE ENTIRE DAY?
WHAT THE HEEEEEEEEEEEEEELL????
Thanks for the tips I already drink 1-2 liters of soda a day so caffeine for sure doesn't help. (Did I build up some sort of caffeine tolerance?)prolly need more caffeine and less simple carbohydrates
when I stopped having bread w/ my lunch, that helped keep me awake
Brutal, the longest amount of hours I was asleep for when I was very depressed was 13.5as for me, I can't even get more than 7hrs cuz my back will hurt too much