Nemesis
Sick of normies, norwood cell
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Recently, I went to the provincial city. One of the biggest cities in my country. At the beginning, I started exploring the center. And what did I see? I've seen a lot of young couples happy with each other. There were a lot of them . Of course, the dudes were always high-level norms or chads, with chicks different, but they were all young. And happy. I felt werid . Like it's not my place. After some exploration, I walked towards the city more "commercial" side. Shopping centers, shops, restaurants, etc. to buy some food to eat, because I started to become hungry. After I reached my destination, I seen a lot more young couples. Chads and normies with a whole girl harems. Even some white (like most of people here) dudes with black girls (they really have big asses, even slim ones). And also some normie "friends" groups, full of cheearing normalfags. There was even a targ where froeginers were selling they goods. And the sellers were decent looking guys. And of course, my local grannies were in 7th heaven where they talk to them. Old foids taken photos with them. Your old "much conservative" grannies. All because just looks. I decided to run away from this whole normie world, I felt alien in it. Because it was a hot day, I went to the nearest mall parking lot. There was a pleasant shade there. And was a little bit darker here. And all of sudden I heard a song. At the first glance, I tought that because there are a lot of cars, someone might just sit here and chill in his car. But now I almost ran into a young dancing couple with a speaker. They looked like they were practicing a dance. Again, high tier guy with a girl. Another hellish sight right in my face. Because all of this, I walked away and sat on the bus stop. And I started eating my food that i previously bought. And what i saw? Again, happy young copules. There is nothing more buttal that a multiple sighting of something, that you never had, never have, and never will have. Of course, I seen a couple a inquels, but only couple of them (no wonder). Life is brutal, big provincial city are hell for incels. Don't go there bros
They, cruel normalfags:
You, at the same time:
And where I writed "young" I mean teenagers, young adults. That kind of people. But that doesn't mean that older couples don't bother me.
I don't think I fit to this soyciety. I can't experience many things normal for normalfags, I hate my teachers, I hate my principal, I hate my classmates, I hate authorities. I hate because they are the people who have the power to change things, because LOOKS do nothing to change the overal situation. An because LOOKS they act like shit. The civilisation is colapsing, we are dissarmed, fed poisons, everything lies in feaces to neck down. I hate that they all power to change things, but they don't do it. They're npc, cruel only to the uglier people who are down. Really, I really want I coud join some organisation where I coud change things on better and don't being pushed down because my looks. The only thing that is poor in me. And other factor that come out of it, like voice and facial expression, the asertance of dominace. I hate it. I don't say I'm not hedonistic, because I am. I mastrubate to porn on daily basis. I like things. But that things are only copes. You can buy yourself another game, hardware, software, toy, everything, but they will only make you happy for a shor time.
The true luck is a love. Sure, after I discovered the blackpill I know that is a only a mechanism for genes reproducion. But still, that was what genetic wanted us to do - replicate. I really wish that bluepill world was real. I really want just a cute girl to cuddle with her, play boardgames, read books and newspapers with her, lie in bed and watch the stars on the sky. Without that disgusting sexuality. I hate it. I hate animal insticts, a needs that I can't satisfy by normal. I really just need love. But I'm unable to do it, because I'm ugly. And only because that. We're the ones convicted on bad genetics, we're the martyrs of the world, the silent ones, who die alone in silence. Our fate is sealed from the start. It's over bros
That post really turned from planned writing of my experiences to a venting.
They, cruel normalfags:
You, at the same time:
And where I writed "young" I mean teenagers, young adults. That kind of people. But that doesn't mean that older couples don't bother me.
I don't think I fit to this soyciety. I can't experience many things normal for normalfags, I hate my teachers, I hate my principal, I hate my classmates, I hate authorities. I hate because they are the people who have the power to change things, because LOOKS do nothing to change the overal situation. An because LOOKS they act like shit. The civilisation is colapsing, we are dissarmed, fed poisons, everything lies in feaces to neck down. I hate that they all power to change things, but they don't do it. They're npc, cruel only to the uglier people who are down. Really, I really want I coud join some organisation where I coud change things on better and don't being pushed down because my looks. The only thing that is poor in me. And other factor that come out of it, like voice and facial expression, the asertance of dominace. I hate it. I don't say I'm not hedonistic, because I am. I mastrubate to porn on daily basis. I like things. But that things are only copes. You can buy yourself another game, hardware, software, toy, everything, but they will only make you happy for a shor time.
The true luck is a love. Sure, after I discovered the blackpill I know that is a only a mechanism for genes reproducion. But still, that was what genetic wanted us to do - replicate. I really wish that bluepill world was real. I really want just a cute girl to cuddle with her, play boardgames, read books and newspapers with her, lie in bed and watch the stars on the sky. Without that disgusting sexuality. I hate it. I hate animal insticts, a needs that I can't satisfy by normal. I really just need love. But I'm unable to do it, because I'm ugly. And only because that. We're the ones convicted on bad genetics, we're the martyrs of the world, the silent ones, who die alone in silence. Our fate is sealed from the start. It's over bros
That post really turned from planned writing of my experiences to a venting.