On reddit I made a post on moreplatesmoredates and users were private messaging me Turkish websites that sold everything for a low price. I forgot what the sites were but there were a couple users who gave me links. I thought I was going to take test, but after getting my blood checked it turned out my test is 830, so I put off taking steroids until my natural test goes under 650.
You will lose weight and gain muscle really easily by doing enough volume and resting, and cutting fats and carbs as much as you can after taking in 1 gram per body weight of protein separated by 4-5 meals. Two of my meals are just 35 grams of plant protein with a natural zero calorie sweetener.