Wandering at night on deserted golf course was my cope

[meatball]

Is this weird?

Invisible at school. No girl likes me.

No eye contact. Picked last.

Walk home at 3 and sleep till 10.

Get up and wander around a deserted golf course all night.

See lighted windows in the distance and wonder what it would be like to have that.

 

[Animecel2D]

I used to wander my primary school at midnight before I tried opening this one door that triggered an alarm, scaring the shit out of me and making me bolt. School was a shithole so I was genuinely surprised they had security alarms like that.

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

Sounds cool tbh.
I used to walk around randomly at night as well (before rona)
The quite peaceful night and the star filled sky let me contemplate the world and my place in it.
My mom thinks someone is going to kill my in the middle of the night, but idec anymore.

 

[Animecel2D]

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OP this you?

 

[Deleted member 34301]

Exactly this. I always used to walk around at night. Normies would think it is weird and call the police, but they dont know how it is being ostracized, lonely and isolated