i was fully blackpilled before the forum around 26-7 and dropped almost every norman i knew and started to lampoon them for their pathetic beliefs, I only have 1 left who has been very loyal and has gone through thick and thin (this is what a real friend looks like), and I wont let them go for anything, i have found one diamond.
But this is the black pill in action; despite a pretty hard search, I HAVE BEEN UNABLE TO FIND EVEN 1 MORE FRIEND TO ADD TO THIS STABLE, NOT 1 in FUCKING YEARS.
This along with the black pill is the main driver of my depression, that so few people think outside their tiny box of self interest, that are inquisitive enough to see outside the tiny box they have been placed into and can conceive of the actual reality that surrounds them to even open up and have an objective conversation not riddled with narcissism and hubris.
The older I get the more i realise to have no friend is FAR SUPERIOR THAN HANGING AROUND THE WRONG PEOPLE WHO ARE CHARLATANS BY MANY ORDERS OF MAGNITUDE.