Easier said than done.
I constantly am hopping from doing one task I hate to the next task I hate, I feel overstimulated constantly, I feel I never have any time to actually do stuff I want & also relax, I constantly am fucking worried about what's coming next. I already just know this year is going to get even more shit for me as it progresses, and it's gonna be like that for everyone in general, since we are really starting to feel the fucking effects of everything.
Each day, I wake up just knowing it's going to be the same monotonous day as the last, the same fucking bullshit, and it's just a case of hoping that shit doesn't go worse than it already will. I fucking hate college, but I'm doing it because it's the only way in this shit world I can afford to achieve my goal of being independent from my parents & affording copes.
I barely even feel the energy to post here anymore, especially when I just argue with newfaggots who can't handle a difference of opinion.
I also hate how fucking garbage the food I eat daily is, fucking shit country.
Just fuck everything: Whenever stuff gets a bit better for me, I go right back to fucking square one! I fucking hate this life & world; I just want everything to fucking end.
