Venting What have I done to myself?

[Mortis]

I have ruined myself. Chad and Stacey had no part in this. I have robbed myself of any possible happiness I could have had in this life.

Why did I let it get so out of control? Why have I made such horrible mistakes? Why did I have to destroy myself to a point where suicide is the only option?

What I wouldn't do for a second chance, Oh lord send me back and let me do it all over again. Reveal to me that this is all but a bad dream. I have to fix this. I need to make this right. I need to go back and save myself from the suffering and pain I will cause myself.

 

[PersonaPimp]

What happened mang

 

[gummybearcel]

Man, I feel exactly the same. If I woke up in 2016 I would do so many thing differently. Maybe if I ate better, mewed earlier, exercised more and injected myself with steroids and HGH a foid would like me

Either way in 2016 things were like a dream. If I had the prefrontal cortex capabilities of my current self, perhaps I could've enforced positive changes...

 

[supersoldier]

mewed earlier

dude it's pseudoscience bullshit

 

[Mortis]

Man, I feel exactly the same. If I woke up in 2016 I would do so many thing differently. Maybe if I ate better, mewed earlier, exercised more and injected myself with steroids and HGH a foid would like me

Fuck foids, this goes so far beyond them. I could have had a life that I was proud of for christ sake.

 

[Mortis]

What happened mang

I ruined my life mang

 

[gummybearcel]

I could have had a life that I was proud of for christ sake.

What kind of life do you have now? Is it too late to change?

 

[BlueCore]

It's society's fault

 

[Mortis]

What kind of life do you have now? Is it too late to change?

I live a horrible NEET existence that is stressing me out to the point I am getting physical complications.

I have reached a point of no return. My willpower to do anything is fried. I will never achieve what little Mortis wanted for me.

 

[gummybearcel]

My willpower to do anything is fried

What kind of things do you want to do?

 

[Todd Thundercock]

I don't understand this mindset unless you're attractive and really pissed away opportunities, and in that case, why are you here?

 

[supersoldier]

I don't understand this mindset unless you're attractive and really pissed away opportunities

 

[Mortis]

I don't understand this mindset unless you're attractive and really pissed away opportunities, and in that case, why are you here?

Not everything revolves around women.

 

[Jud Pottah]

Another cuck thread.

 

[Mortis]

What could you do now to be happier?

Could've been in college studying polsci with the little friends I had.

 

[Mortis]

Another cuck thread.

Jud Pottah
Jud Pottah
"ex-former past tense continuous punished jite" ★
JoinedJan 20, 2024
Posts30

 

[Todd Thundercock]

Not everything revolves around women.

Do you really place such value in wageslavery? That makes less sense.

 

[supersoldier]

Not everything revolves around women.

without fulfilling a biological need like sex and intimacy with opposite sex your brain is frying anyway, even if you let's say would become some engineer in a company and get a good salary you will still feel some frustration that you have achieved so much but women still reject you.

 

[Mortis]

Do you really place such value in wageslavery? That makes less sense.

I maybe could be studying the course I really wanted, maybe I'd still have some friends too.

 

[Dregster]

You had too many indelible straits with no recourse. What could you do now to be happier?

Doesnt matter, literally doing anything that's not Neetmaxxing will ultimately yield a better result than LDARing your health into oblivion

 

[Mortis]

without fulfilling a biological need like sex and intimacy with opposite sex your brain is frying anyway, even if you let's say would become some engineer in a company and get a good salary you will still feel some frustration that you have achieved so much but women still reject you.

That'd still be a hundred times better than being a NEET loser that hasn't accomplished shit in his life.

 

[Mortis]

Doesnt matter, literally doing anything that's not Neetmaxxing will ultimately yield a better result than LDARing your health into oblivion

I found this out the hard way.

I've been NEETing for more than half a year now and it's destroying me mentally and physically. Humans aren't supposed to live like this.

 

[Dregster]

I found this out the hard way.

I've been NEETing for more than half a year now and it's destroying me mentally and physically. Humans aren't supposed to live like this.

How old are you ?

 

[Dregster]

No, NEETing is awesome. I have fits of anger that debilitate me, they come whether or not I'm working.

That sounds like a mental issue that needs to be resolved

 

[supersoldier]

That'd still be a hundred times better than being a NEET loser that hasn't accomplished shit in his life.

it depends, when you're social outcast it's better to stay isolated cause any interaction with society gives a serious mental toll

 

[Lonelyus]

I found this out the hard way.

I've been NEETing for more than half a year now and it's destroying me mentally and physically. Humans aren't supposed to live like this.

Same but since november 2021

 

[Mortis]

How old are you ?

Only 19 and I am already one flew over the cuckoo's nest.

 

[Dregster]

Only 19 and I am already one flew over the cuckoo's nest.

Wtf you're still young enough to turn things around

 

[Mortis]

Why don't you just do something then? Join a club or go for daily walks, hiking, etc.

I am too broken.

 

[Mortis]

Wtf you're still young enough to turn things around

I might make a post explaining my situation in full. "Turning things around" in my case is easily a decade worth of effort to get on par with my peers now.

 

[Dregster]

I might make a post explaining my situation in full. "Turning things around" in my case is easily a decade worth of effort to get on par with my peers now.

If you're not planning to rope within the next 4-5 years, just do it

You shouldn't worry about where your peers are at anyway.

 

[Mortis]

It's worth it but you have to make sure whether or not your location is optimal.

I have no idea anymore I am just so overwhelmed with everything...

 

[rope infinity ♾️]

It's not your fault, you didn't choose this.

 

[Todd Thundercock]

I maybe could be studying the course I really wanted, maybe I'd still have some friends too.

If you want friends, they're still very easy to obtain at your age.

Sorry, I'm autistic and endlessly logical without understanding of depression that makes you just do nothing.

 

[Jud Pottah]

Jud Pottah
Jud Pottah
"ex-former past tense continuous punished jite" ★
JoinedJan 20, 2024
Posts30

I HATE MYSELF!!! *WHIP I HATE MYSELF!!!! *WHIP MASSSAAAAHHH!!!! *WHIPS HARDER MAAAASSSSAAAAHHHH!!!!!!1!" *WHIPS EVEN HARDER!!!
--DIES.

Spoiler: .

my turd has a higher postcount than yours child

 

[⭑papers]

I found this out the hard way.

I've been NEETing for more than half a year now and it's destroying me mentally and physically. Humans aren't supposed to live like this.

how do you get food and such? is anyone supporting you?

 

[tandoorichickencel]

row row row your boat
gently down the stream
merrily
merrily
merrily
life is nothing
but a dream

 

[ItsovERfucks]

It's not your fault, you didn't choose this.

 

[curryboy420]

I understand this feeling. Also sorry for making you delete your vacaroo that day and calling you a glownigger

 

[ElTruecel]

I have other issues than inceldom I wish I could change. My life is shit for the most part inceldom is the least of my other problems. I wish these issues never happen or I never had it so inceldom would’ve been my only problem.

 

[Mortis]

I understand this feeling. Also sorry for making you delete your vacaroo that day and calling you a glownigger

It's okay man

 

[Mortis]

so inceldom would’ve been my only problem.

That would be heaven

 

[ericdraven10101999]

I have ruined myself. Chad and Stacey had no part in this. I have robbed myself of any possible happiness I could have had in this life.

Why did I let it get so out of control? Why have I made such horrible mistakes? Why did I have to destroy myself to a point where suicide is the only option?

What I wouldn't do for a second chance, Oh lord send me back and let me do it all over again. Reveal to me that this is all but a bad dream. I have to fix this. I need to make this right. I need to go back and save myself from the suffering and pain I will cause myself.

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