and ask me where have I been and what have I been up to. NONE of this happened. I was invisible there, people I had been talking with a year ago acted like it was the first time they saw me. A guy wanted to take a pic of me and he said "Can you stop looking so tough?", dude wtf did you expect, im a special forces soldier ofc im gonna look tough. The only person that spoke to me was a girl, who rejected when i asked her out last year and she also happens to be a close friend of my itis. The rest seened to have written me off, even my closest friends.
And ofc, the worst, my itis wouldnt even look at me. I would check her out and she wouldnt lay an eye on me. It was brutal, even when we were right next to each other during the nomination she still ingored me. And all this because she knows i wanted to fuck her so aknowledging my existence would just give me an entry point. It didnt even cross her mind that maybe i just wanted to talk to her cause i just love her and want to interact with her.
And ofc, the worst, my itis wouldnt even look at me. I would check her out and she wouldnt lay an eye on me. It was brutal, even when we were right next to each other during the nomination she still ingored me. And all this because she knows i wanted to fuck her so aknowledging my existence would just give me an entry point. It didnt even cross her mind that maybe i just wanted to talk to her cause i just love her and want to interact with her.
