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And with whom? And how much of it would be satisfactory? Is there a background story to the question of why?
For me it is similar to Rodger. I was traumatised when during puberty I saw women chase exclusively after those men who were notorious for beating up other kids.
Why was it traumatic? Well for one because I was an idiot and I believed foids weren't all fucking cunts and that anything that leaves their mouths isn't entirely lies and virtue signaling. I know i looked like shit at the time but you know personality talk and all that gaslighting bs.
That was the last nail in the coffin for me to hate society. It was bad enough from grade 1 on due to bullying in the form of daily physical beatups from guys and foids. I had even moments where I was attacked with a knife and similar experiences in school. But nothing was as traumatic as that moment during puberty when you realize that not the guys are the main perpetuators of this whole bullying and exclusion cycle but the women are the ones behind it. The reasons i was bullied were due to foids and their whole lookism that they impose on their surroundings but i never made the connection until that time.
Ever since that moment i feel kind of left behind by society because if society does nothing to actively prevent bullying in school then it tells me that society wants this to happen. And i could have lived with the fact that i was bullied and had to live the rest of my life wasting time on video games and other therapeutic social outcast shit. I could even have lived with the fact that i could have only found that one special person to be with. But foids rejecting you from the very beginning that they engage in sexual activity, lying to you and the rest of society like the devilish cunts they are to make themselves not look like complete sluts who constantly look for excuses for all their shit. And then even when you feel confident enough to date because you finally found some sense of self-worth due to your achievements, you get constantly rejected and every once in a while a morbidly obese foid flames you or tells you how ugly you are. At some point it is just enough.
At this point even if I was to fuck a foid i would not be satisfied with just that anymore. I would have to fuck like a whole bunch of top tier pussies now to even consider integrating into soyciety and try to care or do anything for the good of humanity or soyciety. Right now I care less about pussy than to see society burn one way or another. Society with full intention led me down a path of despair every single asshole out there in society is complicit in it. They have no problem to tell you that over and over by making excuses for one another's asshole behavior rather than to care about justice. Only ever telling you to forgive and forget or that you have to man up or grow up and stay positive and look forward to the future. What future? Another few decades in which I am supposed to play the same dumb game that society and its citizens have played on me for so long already?
Fuck soyciety, fuck foids and even more than that fuck all those dumbasses who constantly utter words as if they had even a shred of humanity in them even though their actions support those in soyciety who exploit the others.
You know if all your prisons are filled up to the brink with men and the streets plastered with homeless men then maybe your shitty soyciety isn't working and it's not those men who should be in prison but those who run this shitty place: All the foids and the chads.
My story may seem a lot like a rambling vent but don't let that fool you because it indeed is rambling and venting.
For me it is similar to Rodger. I was traumatised when during puberty I saw women chase exclusively after those men who were notorious for beating up other kids.
Why was it traumatic? Well for one because I was an idiot and I believed foids weren't all fucking cunts and that anything that leaves their mouths isn't entirely lies and virtue signaling. I know i looked like shit at the time but you know personality talk and all that gaslighting bs.
That was the last nail in the coffin for me to hate society. It was bad enough from grade 1 on due to bullying in the form of daily physical beatups from guys and foids. I had even moments where I was attacked with a knife and similar experiences in school. But nothing was as traumatic as that moment during puberty when you realize that not the guys are the main perpetuators of this whole bullying and exclusion cycle but the women are the ones behind it. The reasons i was bullied were due to foids and their whole lookism that they impose on their surroundings but i never made the connection until that time.
Ever since that moment i feel kind of left behind by society because if society does nothing to actively prevent bullying in school then it tells me that society wants this to happen. And i could have lived with the fact that i was bullied and had to live the rest of my life wasting time on video games and other therapeutic social outcast shit. I could even have lived with the fact that i could have only found that one special person to be with. But foids rejecting you from the very beginning that they engage in sexual activity, lying to you and the rest of society like the devilish cunts they are to make themselves not look like complete sluts who constantly look for excuses for all their shit. And then even when you feel confident enough to date because you finally found some sense of self-worth due to your achievements, you get constantly rejected and every once in a while a morbidly obese foid flames you or tells you how ugly you are. At some point it is just enough.
At this point even if I was to fuck a foid i would not be satisfied with just that anymore. I would have to fuck like a whole bunch of top tier pussies now to even consider integrating into soyciety and try to care or do anything for the good of humanity or soyciety. Right now I care less about pussy than to see society burn one way or another. Society with full intention led me down a path of despair every single asshole out there in society is complicit in it. They have no problem to tell you that over and over by making excuses for one another's asshole behavior rather than to care about justice. Only ever telling you to forgive and forget or that you have to man up or grow up and stay positive and look forward to the future. What future? Another few decades in which I am supposed to play the same dumb game that society and its citizens have played on me for so long already?
Fuck soyciety, fuck foids and even more than that fuck all those dumbasses who constantly utter words as if they had even a shred of humanity in them even though their actions support those in soyciety who exploit the others.
You know if all your prisons are filled up to the brink with men and the streets plastered with homeless men then maybe your shitty soyciety isn't working and it's not those men who should be in prison but those who run this shitty place: All the foids and the chads.
My story may seem a lot like a rambling vent but don't let that fool you because it indeed is rambling and venting.