This happened when i was in 5th. A memory that doesn't hurt me as much as other memories. But one that will remain with me.
It was valentines day. I was blackpilled from a young age (even though i didn't know what the blackpill was), and i always felt different because i was neurodivergent. I just found out recently i have autism.
And because of my dislike for pepole, i didnt expect a girl to like me. What annoyed me is that my parents were cheering me up, saying that: "well, maybe a girl likes you! You never know!
"
So time came in the day to hand out flowers and chocalates ( HOW DO YOU SPELL IT I FUCKING HATE THE ENGLISH AND THEIR LANGUAGE ). My mom bought flowers. I actually planned to throw them in the trash at school. I was to afraid to hand em out to a girl, because i knew im a subhuman and im not supposed to be loved cuz yknow.
I wanted to give the flowers to this foid that i knew She didnt like me, but i did.
I handed them and she gave me this look. I cant really explain it 100% accurately, but did a shrug, kind of a: "meh, why not?" message. But She was trying not to laugh.
She took the flowers and didnt even Say thank You. My "friends" laughed at me and hit my shoulder to make fun of me.
BUT YKNOW WHAT? SHE KISSED OTHER BOYS ON THE CHEEK
Its over for 5thGradeCels.
"YOUR CHILDHOOD IS OVER"
-The song "Lunacy"
By "The Swans"
Why do i have to go to school mang. I dont want to. If i study, i study what i want.
And pepole deadass wonder why do some men "go funni" in a certain school
三民主義
It was valentines day. I was blackpilled from a young age (even though i didn't know what the blackpill was), and i always felt different because i was neurodivergent. I just found out recently i have autism.
And because of my dislike for pepole, i didnt expect a girl to like me. What annoyed me is that my parents were cheering me up, saying that: "well, maybe a girl likes you! You never know!
"So time came in the day to hand out flowers and chocalates ( HOW DO YOU SPELL IT I FUCKING HATE THE ENGLISH AND THEIR LANGUAGE ). My mom bought flowers. I actually planned to throw them in the trash at school. I was to afraid to hand em out to a girl, because i knew im a subhuman and im not supposed to be loved cuz yknow
.I wanted to give the flowers to this foid that i knew She didnt like me, but i did.
I handed them and she gave me this look. I cant really explain it 100% accurately, but did a shrug, kind of a: "meh, why not?" message. But She was trying not to laugh.
She took the flowers and didnt even Say thank You. My "friends" laughed at me and hit my shoulder to make fun of me.
BUT YKNOW WHAT? SHE KISSED OTHER BOYS ON THE CHEEK
Its over for 5thGradeCels.
"YOUR CHILDHOOD IS OVER"
-The song "Lunacy"
By "The Swans"
Why do i have to go to school mang. I dont want to. If i study, i study what i want.
And pepole deadass wonder why do some men "go funni" in a certain school
三民主義
