ItsJoever
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Back in May of 2022, I was getting ready to hang myself.
I unleashed my belt and put it around my neck, had a table below my feet.
I thought of all the things that mattered and all the things that didn't matter. I was contemplating my entire existence, then I heard my door ring.
It was a man giving me my water bill. Telling me that I should pay my debt. I assured him, but when I came back I didn't have the guts to do it again.
Maybe that's cause I'm a coward and I'm weak, but that immense feeling of just wanting to end it had passed away by then.
I unleashed my belt and put it around my neck, had a table below my feet.
I thought of all the things that mattered and all the things that didn't matter. I was contemplating my entire existence, then I heard my door ring.
It was a man giving me my water bill. Telling me that I should pay my debt. I assured him, but when I came back I didn't have the guts to do it again.
Maybe that's cause I'm a coward and I'm weak, but that immense feeling of just wanting to end it had passed away by then.