When i feel bad about anything i imagine that whatever I'm doing is one step closer to making normies commit suicide and it makes me happy. Imagining about normies committing suicide makes me happy because it's like the perfect validation. I am always hoping for the normies in my life to commit suicide and i always enjoy deceiving them brutally because i hope that it will drive them to commit suicide. Also when they complain about things and explain their blue pilled view to others i feel excited that they have come a step closer about suicide. Every time i talk to a normie i think that is i just deceive this normie hard enough maybe they will commit suicide. I like the pure seething the normies have when they realize that I'm actually evil, i hope that when they commit suicide they are thinking about me.