ne4rthend
Isolated from humanity
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- Jun 14, 2023
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It's midday, I've just woken up and when I get up I notice a missed call, it was my psychiatrist who left me a voicemail asking me to call her back, so I decide not to.
It's already been a few days since I took this drastic and radical decision. At first, it was just a thought that crossed my mind, then it became more and more concrete as my conscience brought back memories and made me realize that there's no enriching experience that I've ever had with the human race. Only in solitude can I find unrivalled comfort, comparable to a haven of peace. This is in no way an attempt on my part to deny the reality of this world, but rather to embrace it and adopt a certain way of life as a result. If I'd had a happy childhood, with someone who cared deeply about me, my life would have taken a different turn.
It's already been a few days since I took this drastic and radical decision. At first, it was just a thought that crossed my mind, then it became more and more concrete as my conscience brought back memories and made me realize that there's no enriching experience that I've ever had with the human race. Only in solitude can I find unrivalled comfort, comparable to a haven of peace. This is in no way an attempt on my part to deny the reality of this world, but rather to embrace it and adopt a certain way of life as a result. If I'd had a happy childhood, with someone who cared deeply about me, my life would have taken a different turn.