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I have severe glossophobia (fear of public speaking)
It used to be worse but it's still pretty severe. Even making presentations to 5~10 people make my heart race, my voice to crack, I lose my breathe, etc. After the presentations I always feel like a total jackass even if nobody criticized it, only by knowing how retarded I looked being so nervous in front of everybody. I have always been introverted and shy so you can guess how this fucked me up.
Anyway, I tried all the 'natural' shit like meditation/mindfulness, deep breaths, power poses and all the other dumb copes, none of it worked.
Then came a semester with a lot of presentations (once every 2 weeks) and knowing how much I hated it I looked up drugs online to fix it and I found this thing called 'betablockers' which block the adrenaline receptors, they are like these medications made for people who have heart problems. I started to take 10mg 1~2 hours before the presentations.
They can make you much calmer, its not a miracle, though, I can still feel the effects (especially if the pressure is higher) but they make things much easier. Also I always feel headache on the days I use them so I also have to take medications for that too.
It used to be worse but it's still pretty severe. Even making presentations to 5~10 people make my heart race, my voice to crack, I lose my breathe, etc. After the presentations I always feel like a total jackass even if nobody criticized it, only by knowing how retarded I looked being so nervous in front of everybody. I have always been introverted and shy so you can guess how this fucked me up.
Anyway, I tried all the 'natural' shit like meditation/mindfulness, deep breaths, power poses and all the other dumb copes, none of it worked.
Then came a semester with a lot of presentations (once every 2 weeks) and knowing how much I hated it I looked up drugs online to fix it and I found this thing called 'betablockers' which block the adrenaline receptors, they are like these medications made for people who have heart problems. I started to take 10mg 1~2 hours before the presentations.
They can make you much calmer, its not a miracle, though, I can still feel the effects (especially if the pressure is higher) but they make things much easier. Also I always feel headache on the days I use them so I also have to take medications for that too.