Have the same way of walking, look down at the ground and cannot make eye contact. This isn't a result of bullying (unlike other mental problems I have), but rather a problem I always had. I am far more shy with strangers than with people I know and look down even more often in that situations. I also sometimes have speech problems with unfinished sentences, while I can have some eloquence about subjects I actually know rudimentary stuff about where I am then extremely loud/fast. As soon as I don't know something or more than two people are involved I don't say a word and mostly go into a shell like a fucking snail/tortoise. Then I also try to escape from the scene as fast as possible.
Autism/ADHD - diagnosed with both.
Do you have any illness related to daydreamimg?
Living in isolation is probably what caused me to daydream so much. But when you're walking im pretty sure daydreaming is what most people do. What else is there to do when you're walking and there's nothing interesting to look at?
That's just being polite. Normies do it too. If they are singling you out over it it's just them again opportunistically trying to mock you and try to put themselves above you because they still think you aren't bringing social value.
Yeah you aren't looked on good when you have that issue.
What's the reason.of that issue?
Water eyes, uneasy facial twitches or itches that make you want to look down and not have others notice those things so obviously Ig.
You're not wrong, I always get into fight mode whenever I pass a stranger.
No watery eyes aren't that common anymore; what other reason can be behind?
Imo an unwillingness to make eye contact with others because you have had negative experiences when making eye contact with others in the past.
i have had watery eyes since birth (obviously my subhuman genetics responsible for this) but i think i've developed facial twitches gradually whenever i go out nowadays. it's not only when i go out but when i sit in a classroom full of people or in a restaurant. i also tend to just sit in the same position in public with my arms out on the table and then they go numb as fuck and i have trouble picking up shit and then i get all clumsy and then i make a big mess on the floor which makes me feel autist as fuck and it's very embarassing. i can't even eat in front of other people nowadays due to the heavy feeling in my chest. i remember the first time i tried to eat and i gagged on my food and i got out of the place immediately. when im in my college class i usually am always looking down in table, whenever the teacher or someone talks to me i struggle to pay any attention and i have this OCD like thing where i pay attention to the task i'm doing and try to get it done how NT people do it and don't fuck up and look autistic in the end. i usually fail because of my symptoms described above, and it makes me prone to be being bullied. about the facial twitches, i usually get physical sensations all over my face, i got one in my neck one time and my neck jerked infront of 20 people and it was fucking traumatizing. but yeah i just explained my symptoms that you were prescribing to the OP here so i had to rant about this. sorry if this was long to read.
you have the exact opposite scenario that i have, wish that happened to me. it's super tough being a high inhib incel in your adolescent years, not only do you suffer harsh consequences like missing out on teen love, but you also suffer more than a low inhib incel would due to perceiving life's milestones more.
