Venting Escortcelling sucks,I'm done

[Lonelyus]

My mental health ruined after i lost my virginity to a escort

My last post was about being scammed by a escort because I paid a advance and booked an outcall.So I took all the advice from the escortcels and went for incall this time.It was pretty hard to find to find her address but it was worth it.She opened the door as i walked up the stairs and there...

incels.is

I made this post after i lost my virginity to a beautiful asian girl.Right after she took my virginity,she flew out of the country to explore the world with her Chad white boyfriend.She made my first time special but i am 100% sure I can never find an another woman who will treat me like that and give a girlfriend experience similar to that until i die.After waiting for a month ,day before yesterday i booked a session with some curry whore with big boobs and juicy ass.I reached her location and right after she opened the door and saw my face,I could see her smile fade away.I knew clearly that she was disgusted by Dravidian nigger skin and my 5'7 skinny framelet body.She was probably expecting a 6 foot chadpreet.Even curry whores have standards and that bitch couldn't even speak English.I paid her the money and she didn't even let me suck her boobs.She gave me a blowjob and told me to fuck her in doggystyle.I came in 2 minutes.When i lost my virginity i fucked her for almost an hour but this currywhore stole my money and i had big remorse after nutting.

Came home and promised to never visit an escort but immediately found an another north eastern curry whore who was 5'3 small boobs.My dick was hard thinking I could dominate her easily.She looked so skinny.I was hoping that she would give me a good gfe experience and treat me well but this whore was worse than the last one.After meeting her yesterday and paying for one session,we went to the bed and she didn't speak a single word.She just sat there bending her head down with her hand on forehead.It was like she didn't even want to be near me.I had to start kissing by force and we kissed for like 10 minutes and i kissed her lips and necks.Then i removed her panties and this bitch already orgasmed just from kissing wtf .For the next 20 minutes she just laid there like a dead fish while fucked her in missionary and doggy style.I asked her for a blowjob and she didn't even reply.It was like fucking a sex doll.I realised after nutting that shit is a big waste of money and I will ruin my life if I get addicted to this.That fact that even my own race escorts have standards made me feel like fking shit.I was about to jump into the train tracks while returning back to home and but a fellow currycel pulled me back.


I have only fucked three whores and I'm already done with having sex.What i really want is a person who likes me and just talks to me with a passion and I will never have it.Each and every waking day is just brain numbing.I have no purpose,no cope.I'm just a ugly living shell with a empty soul.

"Lost virginity to beautiful"

Chads.is

 

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My mental health ruined after i lost my virginity to a escort

My last post was about being scammed by a escort because I paid a advance and booked an outcall.So I took all the advice from the escortcels and went for incall this time.It was pretty hard to find to find her address but it was worth it.She opened the door as i walked up the stairs and there...

incels.is

I made this post after i lost my virginity to a beautiful asian girl.Right after she took my virginity,she flew out of the country to explore the world with her Chad white boyfriend.She made my first time special but i am 100% sure I can never find an another woman who will treat me like that and give a girlfriend experience similar to that until i die.After waiting for a month ,day before yesterday i booked a session with some curry whore with big boobs and juicy ass.I reached her location and right after she opened the door and saw my face,I could see her smile fade away.I knew clearly that she was disgusted by Dravidian nigger skin and my 5'7 skinny framelet body.She was probably expecting a 6 foot chadpreet.Even curry whores have standards and that bitch couldn't even speak English.I paid her the money and she didn't even let me suck her boobs.She gave me a blowjob and told me to fuck her in doggystyle.I came in 2 minutes.When i lost my virginity i fucked her for almost an hour but this currywhore stole my money and i had big remorse after nutting.

Came home and promised to never visit an escort but immediately found an another north eastern curry whore who was 5'3 small boobs.My dick was hard thinking I could dominate her easily.She looked so skinny.I was hoping that she would give me a good gfe experience and treat me well but this whore was worse than the last one.After meeting her yesterday and paying for one session,we went to the bed and she didn't speak a single word.She just sat there bending her head down with her hand on forehead.It was like she didn't even want to be near me.I had to start kissing by force and we kissed for like 10 minutes and i kissed her lips and necks.Then i removed her panties and this bitch already orgasmed just from kissing wtf .For the next 20 minutes she just laid there like a dead fish while fucked her in missionary and doggy style.I asked her for a blowjob and she didn't even reply.It was like fucking a sex doll.I realised after nutting that shit is a big waste of money and I will ruin my life if I get addicted to this.That fact that even my own race escorts have standards made me feel like fking shit.I was about to jump into the train tracks while returning back to home and but a fellow currycel pulled me back.


I have only fucked three whores and I'm already done with having sex.What i really want is a person who likes me and just talks to me with a passion and I will never have it.Each and every waking day is just brain numbing.I have no purpose,no cope.I'm just a ugly living shell with a empty soul.

duh