InfernumOsculum
The Infernal, Divine Asshole
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- Oct 6, 2023
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Even if I had a girlfriend (which is gross sounding to me to have at my age of late 20s), and a wife, I can’t imagine having kids.
They’ll just likely end up as mutant offspring and either endure more comical torment or kill themselves / shoot up a school. And I’ll have to deal with kids who I caused to suffer and who will resent me.
There’s so many ugly fucking Gen-Xers and Baby Boomers with autistic kids that I know that I couldn’t fathom dealing with a potentially autistic kid. I’m not autistic, but so many neurotypes who have basement dwelling autists.
And what value would they provide for me socially? To continue the white Anglo-Saxon race? The white race has thoroughly rejected my genetics and my sense of belonging from a very early age that I find it insulting that they feel entitled for anything from me. What will likely happen is that my kids will become neofascist spergs or will become pro lgbt trannies who scissor cut their dicks for fun. Why endure that for a community of people who have thoroughly rejected you.
Almost all Churches - and I’ve been to them all - reject me. The few that seem to accept me don’t have women, so…
I have no cultural heritage, all of that died in the 90s when the internet hyper expanded our corporations to replace our culture with commodities.
I do have my own private spiritual system which I use as a cope, but it’s niche and no way im gonna find a woman who will continue with that unless by some freakish miracle.
So why reproduce at all? There’s no value in it for me and no value in it for others.
I think my source of sadness is I just wish I was born in a world where I wasn’t immediately rejected by my family and friends at 11 years old.
They’ll just likely end up as mutant offspring and either endure more comical torment or kill themselves / shoot up a school. And I’ll have to deal with kids who I caused to suffer and who will resent me.
There’s so many ugly fucking Gen-Xers and Baby Boomers with autistic kids that I know that I couldn’t fathom dealing with a potentially autistic kid. I’m not autistic, but so many neurotypes who have basement dwelling autists.
And what value would they provide for me socially? To continue the white Anglo-Saxon race? The white race has thoroughly rejected my genetics and my sense of belonging from a very early age that I find it insulting that they feel entitled for anything from me. What will likely happen is that my kids will become neofascist spergs or will become pro lgbt trannies who scissor cut their dicks for fun. Why endure that for a community of people who have thoroughly rejected you.
Almost all Churches - and I’ve been to them all - reject me. The few that seem to accept me don’t have women, so…
I have no cultural heritage, all of that died in the 90s when the internet hyper expanded our corporations to replace our culture with commodities.
I do have my own private spiritual system which I use as a cope, but it’s niche and no way im gonna find a woman who will continue with that unless by some freakish miracle.
So why reproduce at all? There’s no value in it for me and no value in it for others.
I think my source of sadness is I just wish I was born in a world where I wasn’t immediately rejected by my family and friends at 11 years old.
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