Puer aeternus
Autistic little duckling.
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I know this is going to be number 5,000,000 cope threads on this glorious site,
After riding the copefuel from actually believing i can "Lo*ksmax" I realized, even if i somehow end up better looking, im currently having to work against irrreperable damage done to my psyche. Having to work during my prime years, whilst kids enjoy the high of life i have to get down to work. I don't even know how to work, it's all so scary, i have two roads to take, ldar and then commit, or get to work and try to find an escape of this rut, i can't cope, nothing is fun anymore. I can't even feel comfortable in my own home, jfl i can't even feel comfortable writing this thread.
After riding the copefuel from actually believing i can "Lo*ksmax" I realized, even if i somehow end up better looking, im currently having to work against irrreperable damage done to my psyche. Having to work during my prime years, whilst kids enjoy the high of life i have to get down to work. I don't even know how to work, it's all so scary, i have two roads to take, ldar and then commit, or get to work and try to find an escape of this rut, i can't cope, nothing is fun anymore. I can't even feel comfortable in my own home, jfl i can't even feel comfortable writing this thread.