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Stiltrid_trees
Greycel
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- Dec 29, 2020
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Because I was so ostracized and picked on during school, I developed severe mental issues which afflict me really badly today, so if I was to attempt to try acid or shrooms, I would no doubt have a fucking nightmare trip that will fuck my mental state up further, also there's me being a complete friendless social retard who has absolutely no Idea how people get their hands on dealers
I know there's the possibility I was just born this way, because after all I do legit have Asperger's and was diagnosed at 5 years old, but I STRONGLY believe that if I was just included and accepted by my peers at school and had an actual circle of friends instead of absolutely zero and spending my lunchtimes alone, my brain would kinda "heal" itself in a a way by forming healthy connections instead of the fucked up connections I have now, then I'd be able to try psychedelics with a lessened risk of becoming a full fledged schizo.
Because of the fucking normies who excluded me, they gave me brain damage and I can't use those kind of substances without risk of major Psychosis, they fucking took that from me
I know there's the possibility I was just born this way, because after all I do legit have Asperger's and was diagnosed at 5 years old, but I STRONGLY believe that if I was just included and accepted by my peers at school and had an actual circle of friends instead of absolutely zero and spending my lunchtimes alone, my brain would kinda "heal" itself in a a way by forming healthy connections instead of the fucked up connections I have now, then I'd be able to try psychedelics with a lessened risk of becoming a full fledged schizo.
Because of the fucking normies who excluded me, they gave me brain damage and I can't use those kind of substances without risk of major Psychosis, they fucking took that from me